She wakes up trapped
Stuck in this darkness
Trying to hide the struggle
Faced with on a daily basis
She moves like a robot
Automated, going through the motions
Tick tock. tick tock. power down
Repeat the next day
She sashays through the day
Trying to ignore the aching feeling of loneliness
Ignoring the harsh reality of not being need
The quintessence of nobody cares
She stays awake, she can't sleep
The demons that pull strings for show
The nightmares that plague her being
The repititions of a chaotic mind
She paints in violent reds and sapphire blues
Picturing the broken landscape of her mind
Twisted with memories and dreams that
She now knows not the difference
Both are equally warped
She lies awake, crying
Urgent persuasions run through her skull
Tip tapping like spiders, creating their web of lies and pain
Deceit etched on their vicious faces
The last breath, the last echo
Of an unanswered question on chapped lips
Falling, crashing
Silence.
