This oneshot will be told in a first person POV, well kinda. It's pretty much as the title suggests. Diary writing.
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To this stupid diary... I started writing in here today, it was a boy I saw at school. Oikawa introduced him to the team. He looks...strange I guess. He has bleached hair, 2 stripes running through the sides- He looks mean? Or daring? No more of, unapproachable. I thought about writing my feelings in here today. I don't know what it is, the guy makes me feel weird. He seems so- Rude, shallow, mean, cold- all that! But maybe he's much nicer than he looks. His personality was already aggressive. Oikawa calls him 'Mad dog-chan!' so I'm taking they know eachother. The guy is an impressive and pretty good spiker. Blocking one of those spikes looked like absolute hell. He seems sort of like a prick, sort of eh. Overall though- Maybe I'll keep distance from him. Well that's it for today. -Shigeru
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Another day I'm writing in this thing... I have no clue why I'm continuing with this. But I have to get these feelings out. So the guy's name is Kyoutani- And, after talking to him, he seems to always be pissed off. He always scowls too. He just looks mad all the time. Now I get why Oikawa calls him 'Mad dog-chan', he's likes a damn mad dog! Today I was trying to be nice after accidentally bumping into him during volleyball, he just scoffed and frowned. It pissed me off! I mean then again he's rude to anyone and everyone- How does Oikawa deal with him? That's enough of a rant for today.
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I'm gonna sound like one of those stereotyped teenage girls but... Dear Diary, I haven't written in here for a week by now. Well, today Kyoutani was tolerable. He semi pissed me off- But tolerable I guess? I accidentally ran into him whilst trying to receive a ball. It hurt my shoulder a bit. I'll be fine though. Instead of being rude he just said nothing. It's better than a scowl. Maybe we could be friends? Afterall Oikawa says it's really a pain in the ass to have enemies on your own side of the court! I'd have to agree though. Maybe I should try to be friends with Kyoutani? Maybe? I don't know but maybe. Anyways that's enough diary writing. My mom will soon be home and ask if I'm some 9 year old. -Shigeru
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Wow it's been a month since I wrote in this thing. A lot has happened really! And Oikawa has found out about this. He said it was a gut feeling. Thank god captain still respects our privacy. Even if we haven't went to nationals, Oikawa is a really good captain! Anyways, me and Kyoutani are now kinda close. And he's kinda nice, of course I have to constantly make sure he isn't scaring other teams- but he's nice to me now. Well atleast nice according to Kyoutani's regular personality. And we walked home together yesterday. It was pretty quiet, and we saw a stray dog on the way. Kyoutani pet the stray dog, he seems to be a dog person for sure. He even kinda of smiled if I'm sure! Anyways I have some chemistry homework, and I kinda just had to rant these feelings and stuff out. That's enough writing! -Shigeru
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Wow what the hell. I've been writing in this thing for around 3 months now. Just, wow. Never thought I'd ever push myself to write several paragraphs in a week. I can't even finish some essays in 2 weeks. Welp, anyways- Dear diary, Today and the past few months with Kyoutani have been cool. Kyoutani is fun, actually. He's nice- To me. Of course he scoffs at Matsukawa and Hanamaki. He could be soft here and there. He got me icecream once when we were walking home. Another time he asked if I wanted to go to the movies with him. Of course I said yes! We watched a scary movie, he didn't even flinch once. I flinched like 8 times. Kyoutani just laughed and told me when a scary part would come. His laugh is really sweet. I'm starting to notice how I was really wrong on Kyoutani. He's just an overly aggressive guy. Anyways, that's enough writing for today. -Shigeru
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Lately I've been feeling odd around Kyoutani. I don't mean I hate him, but...I just feel weird. Whenever I'm around him I just get more soft and clumsy- And I stutter! It's embarrassing. My face gets all rose like, Oikawa even teases me about it being a 'crush'. And I think he's right... Me and Kyoutani have been friends for 8 months now! And now we're best friends..I think. Okay yeah, me and him are best friends! I hate to admit Oikawa is probably right. Maybe? I don't know right now. I've been thinking a lot about myself. I already know that I'm gay, I've just preferred guys over girls growing up. When I was 13 I was crushing on guys. Yet right now I'm genuinely confused. I'm glad I could write my feelings out in this old diary. And I'm also glad this old diary looks like a regular book instead of some fancy book that makes it obvious it's a diary. It feels good to rant in here. My head has been hurting from all the thinking I've been doing! I just wanna take a nap really. I guess I'll go do that.
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I think I like Kyoutani. I think I genuinely like him! Like more than a friend... Kyoutani is nice even though he's an asshole sometimes. And I just like him. From the movies, to the walking home together- I want it all. But like, more than that. I wanna cuddle and stuff. I guess Oikawa was right after all... I mean afterall he is captain, and my senpai. He should know all these things or something like that. Well now I'm gonna go hang out with Watari! -Shigeru
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I haven't written in around 3 weeks now! I'm super excited to say, Kyoutani asked me out! He asked if I wanted to go out with him to a ice cream shop, and then if I wanted to watch movies at his house! I know it sounds like a lame date- But, I liked it a lot. At the ice cream shop he even held my hand and he was blushing! It was so cute and stuff- And he was really nice! I enjoyed it a lot. I think I even do Hanamaki and Matsukawa there? I don't know. Then when we watched movies at his house he let me pick the movie. I just chose a sad movie, cause I felt like crying. And he hugged me! At the end I kissed his cheek cause I felt like it. I really like Kyoutani. He then asked if we would be official. Of course I said yes! These past few weeks have just been great! -Shigeru
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Kyoutani chuckled as he read the turquoise dairy. His fingers feeling the smooth and simply cover, this was fucking cute to read. He looked over beside him, there was Shigeru..sleeping peacefully. Kyoutani stared at the ring on his finger, he loved his now husband so much. Kyoutani was just a generously dedicated person. He slowly got under the sheets after setting the old diary aside. Slowly wrapping his arms around Yahaba's waist. He's so damn adorable.
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Finally this chapter is done. I've had this chapter idea for a while and decided to do it with Kyouhaba. I just love these two so much. Tell me your thoughts on this? Next chapter is Kuroken. Hope y'all enjoyed 🤍
