Why'd I Go?

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Why? If you loved me so much why the hell would you do this?" How dare he look at me like that after what he did.
"Your one to talk don't you remember what you did to me?" He's really starting to piss me off.
"I thought we were past that? " why would he bring that up.
"Well if we can get passed that why can't we get past this." He's got a point
It was so long ago I thought we were past that. It's not like I did anything worse. Although it did hurt him he never wanted to tell me what he felt when he found out all he said was that he wouldn't forgive me right away. If I where him I would of never forgiven me that's why I love him but now I can't even look at him.
" How can you say that this is much worse I never fucked another person let alone my damn sister"
" She was the one who provoked me what was I supposed to do?!?" How the hell does he say that to my face.
" Come on that's your excuse so if I did the same thing with your brother it'd be fine because Louis provoked me!"
" Don't say that don't fucking ever say that again I'd kill him if he touched you"
"HOW IS THIS DIFFERENT SHES MY GOD DAMN SISTER!!!" Is he serious i cant believe him. Wow i cant.
"Listen I know what i did was a terrible thing but..."
"Thats an understatement"
"LET ME TALK I didnt mean to okay she was just...ugh you where gone and I was weak and she was there"
"And she also my sister me and her in case your that fucking stupid have the same blood we come from the same person and to top it all off she might be pregnant!!!!"
"NO SHES NOT I MEAN WE DONT KNOW THAT FOR SURE"
"AND WHAT IF SHE IS THIS WILL NEVER WORK IM NOT ABOUT TO LET THAT BABY GROW UP WITH A DAD" He starts for the door but falls to the floor and starts crying. At this point I dont know what to do if I should go and tell him that is gonna be okay or if I should leave. We both need as much help as we can.

ONE WEEK BEFORE...
"ZAYN HURRY WERE GONNA BE LATE!!!" I called from downstairs.
" BABE HOLD ON I NEED TO FIND MY KEYS" I don't know how I'll manage to leave him for a week I'll miss him tremendously. (Phone rings) " HELLO? Oh hey sis I'm about to go to the airport. Zayns staying I'm gonna miss him. OK thank you good luck at FSU. Okay I'll see you in a week bye." When I turn around I noticed my luggage was missing and as soon as I questioned it Zayns car horn honked. Before I leave I check the time it's 7:10 am my flight leaves at 8:00 am. I need to hurry as soon as I enter the car I couldn't help but notice Zayn seemed difrent. "Babe you okay?" ~Clary
"Ima miss you is all. I Love You and a week seems like a hell of a lot time."~Zayn
"I know but think of it as an advance in my career and a step closer to our life together" ~Clary I give him a reassuring smile and he seems less upset. Although I gotta say the way his eyebrows frown it makes him look very attractive. That's probably weird but hey I love it. The ride to airport was strange. He didn't say anything he just held my hand with one if his and his other on the steering wheel. I'm starting to get cold feet about leaving. I'm not sure if this is a good idea what if I see the person who put me and Zayn through hell and back over one regretful mistake I made. I guess I was lost in my thoughts for a long time because by the time we got there he has to snap me back into reality.