Comfort Inn Ending( ALL IN MY HEAD )

chapter 1

𝚍𝚎𝚓𝚊 𝚙𝚘𝚟

"i'm for real Jay get the fuck off of me we done for real, fuck you" !

he licked his lips smiling still holding me against the wall . "deja you can't leave me and you know it we been fucking for to long for you to up and leave ".

i rolled my eyes looking at him with disgust . "i fucking hate you jaylen". he let go of me stepping back "you need me deja ".

i looked at him crazy "i don't need a nigga for nothing ". he clenched his jaw looking me up and down "cuz u out there hoein, dancing n shit so you think you don't need nobody ".

i slapped him across the face yelling " a hoe" ! he picked me up throwing me onto the bed " turn the fuck around "! he yelled

" no " i said bluntly . "deja don't play with me"! he yelled pulling my hair . he pulled my panty string to the side placing his hands on both sides of my waist

" fuck " . i moaned softly hoping he wouldn't hear . i was still mad at him and i hated jaylen with my guts but yet he stayed right up in them .

all my friends told me we got soul ties like a mf . i don't ever believe them though.. but the more we fuck and argue the more i believe jaylen and i are actually sexually and emotionally attached to each other .

the next morning i woke up in the bed by myself of course.. i sighed in annoyance getting up to get ready for school (college obvi)

i took a quick shower looking at the bruises on my thighs .. jaylen never put his hands on me at all he was just overly aggressive during sex . he swore he would never hurt me physically .

i grabbed me some breakfast before attending my class... after taking notes and dozing off a few times class was finally over thank god .

"wassup deja". amir smiles throwing his arm around my neck . i smiled looking up at him "aw you came to see me ". i laughed touching his hair .

"why you ain't call a nigga or nun last night, i missed you". I shrugged, "I was busy with school n shit". dreads aka amir was like my down low nigga that nobody knew about . jayeln found out he did some fuck shit some years back but never really asked questions about our relationship.

i mean we wasn't dating or fucking... well we fucked that one time but that was it . i guess we just around for the time being.. "if it's that fuck boy jaylen say that then shawty".

i stopped walking looking him in the eyes not saying anything . he looked down at me grabbing my lil booty "why you even still fucking with that nigga anyways deja" ?

i looked away them back at him "i'm not we ended shit yesterday". ended shit by fucking again.. "You fasho deja"? I smiled looking at him "omg yesss amir". I lied

"soo what's the move tonight" ? he asked . "well you know i'm working late tonight "...

"at da club or the restaurant". i sighed "the club tonight". he let go of me looking away "shit as long as you making money shawty ion really see the big deal ". no matter how mad amir got seeing me up there dancing for niggas who didn't deserve it

he was always my number one supporter no matter what . he just wanted to see me happy getting the bag . he kissed my cheek " ight lil ma ima come see you ".

" as long as you throwing ones ". i smiled walking away . once i got home i took a shower and got straight to doing my makeup . jay hopped on the bed watching me do my makeup as he took hits from the blunt

" what time you gon be back " ? he asked.

i shrugged looking back at him " i don't know maybe like 2 or 3 ". he ain't say nun cuz he didn't care . but if he ever knew amir was coming to see me he would become all defensive

he only get like that when he know a nigga might take the only thing he might have forever . " come here, gimme a kiss " . he looked at me with his eyes red and low .

i sucked on his tongue teasing him a bit before letting go . he slapped my ass as i walked out the door .

less than 24 hours ago i told this nigga i hated him .. now fucking look at me . ugh