a cup of red hot tea
the shade of blood
warm in my handsa fire in the hearth
even as wild fires rage around us
turning the air white, like dense fogit smells hot, like burning
it looks cold, like mist
a contradiction in the skyi feel cold
somewhere far away
like something is wrongi cant reach it
that wrongness
but i can feel it, just beyond my graspi want to curl up into a ball and hide away
not let the thing in my stomach and the thing in my brain talk to each other
i want to feel good againit was such a good weekend
and a good week too
but now i dont feel good anymorewhat happened
why does this always have to happen
what does it mean
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September Writing 2020
PoetryAll work published on my Wordpress in September of 2020