Daniel : morning
Tegan : hi
Daniel : u feeling any better
Tegan : worse
Daniel : go back to bed
Tegan : no I'm just gonna chill and watch some tv
Daniel ; ok
Tegan : now aren't u meant to be meeting the boys
Daniel : yh
Tegan ; go I'll see u later
Daniel ; i don't wanna leave u when your ill
Tegan : no go have fun I'll be fine
Daniel : u call me if anything happens or u feel worse
Tegan ; i will
Daniel ; ok I'll see u later
Tegan : ok

He leans down kissing me

Tegan : bye
Daniel : bye

He walls out and i carry on watching tv for a bit

Pagie ; baby
Tegan : oh hi
Pagie ; I'm bored
Tegan ; come watch Nathan scott with me
Pagie : watched it ot many times were going for a hike
Tegan : i don't feel good
Pagie : fresh air can help plus a little work out won't hurt
Tegan : ok
Pagie ; come on

I get up finding my keys and we walk out the door amd i get in my car and i drive to a hiking place

Pagie : fresh air
Tegan ; yh
Pagie : be more happy
Tegan : i am happy i told u i don't feel the best but it does feel good to be out
Pagie : told u
Tegan : yep
Pagie : we can stay out for a bit i got a job interview
Tegan ; what
Pagie : yh i got a job interview if i get I'm moving out here if i don't then I'll just go back portland
Tegan : good luck
Pagie ; I'm gonna need it i want it its an assistant for a photograph
Tegan ; well I'll be thinking of u
Pagie : thank u
Tegan ; not that u need luck u got it i know u do
Pagie : i know but still
Tegan : i will be thinking of u
Pagie : good plus u should think of me anyway I'm amzing
Tegan : yh your just to amzing to ever take u off my mind
Pagie ; i know

We carry on walking for a bit

Pagie ; right we should head back
Tegan : atchally i think i might stay
Pagie ; ok I'll order an uber see u tomrrow for the baby shower
Tegan : see u tomrrow

She walks off and i carry on walking for a bit and i get this pain in my stomah

Tegan ; oh

I put my hand on my stomah and the pain was getting worse

Tegan ; ok

I sit down on the bench hopeing i just need sit but it wasn't easing just worse i get my phone calling for an ambulance

Man ; 911 whats your emergency
Tegan : ambulance please
Man ; what's yout emergency mama
Tegan : I'm 16 weeks pregnant woah ow and um my stomah really hurts its nothing i felt before .
Man ; ok whats your address and I'll send an ambulance

I tell him where i am and while i wait for the ambulance i call daniel

Daniel : hey
Tegan ; hi daniel I've had to call an ambulance
Daniel : what
Tegan ; somethings not right i can feel it
Daniel ; ok I'm on my way home
Tegan : no meet me the hospital I'm not home
Daniel : where are u
Tegan ; i just went for a walk
Daniel : i knew i shouldn't have left u ok I'll meet u at the hospital
Tegan ; ok i got to go i hear the ambulance
Daniel ; ok

I hang up and the paramedics arrive and i get taken to the hospital where they run tests and i have a scan and daniel hadent arrived

Layla ; miss cooper
Tegan ; yes is everything ok is my baby ok
Layla ; miss cooper there were some complication in your pregnancy...I'm sorry but you've lost your baby
Tegan ; no

I cover my face and i start crying

Tegan ; did i cause it
Layla : no u didn't
Tegan : how do u know
Layla : u don't smoke u don't drink u haven't done anything to make yourself have a misscarage sadly misscarages happen
Tegan : what's gonna now
Layla ; your gonna be put under a general anaesthetic still awake and then were do a minor procedure

I nod my head

Layla ; I'll be back in a bit to prep u then after the procedure in a few hours if all goes good u can go home
Tegan ; ok
Layla : sorry for your loss again miss cooper

She walks out and i hug my legs and i start crying even harder

Daniel : Tegan

I look at him and u could see in his face he knew what had happend

Daniel : no
Tegan : hes gone

He sits down on the bed and i hug him and he starts crying and i just hold him in my arms not letting go

Daniel ; What gonna happen
Tegan ; I'll have minor procedure
Daniel : when
Tegan ; in a bit i think
Daniel ; do u want me to anything
Tegan : no i-i want u to stay with me
Daniel ; i will I'm not leaving u
Tegan : thank u
Daniel : are u ok
Tegan : no i knew something was wrong i should have gone to doctors sooner i could of stopped this
Daniel ; u couldn't of knowen this was gonna happen it started off as a headach a headach u didn't have a problem with your stomah u couldn't of knowen
Tegan ; i fucking hate this
Daniel ; i do aswell
Tegan ; I'm sorry
Daniel : no don't be sorry I'm sorry i couldn't of got here quicker i tried but traffic was so bad
Tegan ; no don't say sorry i know u tried getting here as fast as possible

He puts his hand on my face and i close my eyes

Layla ; hi
Tegan ; hi
Layla : are u ready to be prepared or do u still want more time

I look at Daniel

Tegan ; I'm not ready but I'll never be ready so we can do it now
Layla ; ok can u just stand outside
Daniel : yh I'll be right out side
Tegan ; ok

He kisses the top of my head and walks out and she preps me for the procedure

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