Life Of A Rose - Glow Up Diary

Introduction

Hey guys,

So..., I've always wanted to glow up, since I was little. At the time I thought I was fat, because the others around me were thinner than me. But in reality I wasn't, I was just built differently than them. When I moved to another school, I realized everyone is different, but I still felt insecure. Although I loved talking, I wasn't good at talking, and that built on me. Today, I still feel the need to run away when a new person asks me for something. And I thought it was because I was introverted, but no, I took a psychology class and I realized I am shy AND introverted. What a great combo right? I mean, it is not too bad but I don't want it to get worse

I have been inspired by Alivia D'Andrea, I love her channel, and I love her very much, so please check out her channel because she's such an inspiration to me and a lot of her fans.I've also read some stories from other creators of this topic, and they also inspired me

Anyway, let me introduce myself, you can skip this if you want. You can call me stella, it isn't my real name, but it's kind of my nickname. I turned 16 this past June. I have a sort of unhealthy lifestyle, I do eat junk food, and almost never do exercise but I am not necessarily the worse I've been right now, I am actually happy with myself, and I achieved self love!! That's the best I've done in 16 years! I am about 4'11(yes kinda short), but I weigh about 58kg or about 127lbs. I have an inverted triangle body shape, so I would like to dress well in my body type. I don't what else to say about myself so you can ask what ever you want

I chose the title to be called "Life of a Rose" because I love how roses bloom, and they are so beautiful. I also heard the poem called "The Rose That Grew From Concrete" by Tupac, and I really loved it!! It is a beautiful poem, and I don't know how to express, it is short but it delivers a great message. Whe made a project in my sophomore year, English class, and that's when I loved it

I think that is it, I don't have much to talk about. I will be writing things that worked, what didn't, and I will try to update every week! Please remind me to do it because I forget everything lol.