Miracle (series #1)

Chapter 1

" Doc, my daughter is not yet in a right age she's just only seven'years old " I heard my mom's voice crying outside.

"But Mrs. Salvador your daughter's condition is not just a simple disease, it is a serious type of chronic disorders. She should be aware about that, it's the best way for her to know about her true situation it will helped her to accept and understand about her disease"

"But____"  the doctor did not finish her words.

"Sorry Mrs.Salvador I was just saying about the best thing that we can do for her and if it's really against with you I have nothing to do about it, still the last decision is yours"

after a minute.....

I heard my mom's footsteps coming to me,
I tried to pretend okay by smiling at her but it doesn't work my eyes starts watering when I saw how my mom suffer for me I can see it on her eyes. my heart felt melting.

"Tasha? I have something to ask to you okay? promise you won't lie to mommy"  Sabi nya sabay haplos nang noo ko. Tumango lang ako bilang pagtugon.

" do you remember what the doctor said about your situation?" tanong ulit nya.

hindi nakatakas sa paningin ko Ang mga luha na naghahabulan sa mukha ni mommy.
tumango ulit ako.

" Are you afraid? Takot ka ba sa nararamdaman mo?"  hindi  ko na napigilan ang mga luhang nagkukumawala sa mga Mata ko nang makita ko ang pag-iyak ni mommy.

Tumango ako sa pangatlong beses, kahit na narinig ko na ang mga sinabi nang doctor kanina ay hindi ko parin makuha ang punto nang doctor tungkol sa sakit ko.

my mom let out a deep sighed to calm her self but she couldn't stop her tears. mom hold my hand tight.

gustuhin ko mang bumangon at yakapin sya ay hindi ko magawa. lalo'pat hinang hina ako at tanging oxygen Lang ang nakakapag paayos nang paghinga ko.

After a minute my doctor enter my room he's my doctor in years,

" Hi Natasha, how are you feeling?" he ask.

lumapit sya sa kabilang side nang kama at tiningnan ang monitor nang oxygen ko.

"Do you know why your here Tasha?" He ask me and sit beside my bed.

"Yes" I answered.

The doctor take a deep breath and faced on me with a confused looked, tumango ako sa kanya bilang tugon na handa akong marinig ang kahit na anong sasabihin nya.

"Tasha, I know your still a kid and I know that your still don't understand this kind of serious situation, but___" nagpakawala Ito nang mabigat na buntong hininga at pagaalinlangan, kasabay nito ay Ang paghawak ni mommy sa kamay ko at pinisil iyon dahilan para mapalakas ang loob ko. "_but you deserve to know it. Tasha your sick and this sick is called an Chronic inflammation"

Nangunot ang noo ko, I don't understand

" Chronic inflammation is a rare disorder disease Tasha, chronic Inflammation has a lot of symptoms, like headache,heart disease,memory problems,and etc.so____ now Tasha tell me about what you've feel ija?"

I look at mom and she just nodded at me, and smile bitterly.

" Yes like what you said doc, my daughter feel those way of sypmtoms,"  my mother answerd.

Doctor charman, nodded and then write something in his notes and after that.
he faced at me before he stood up.

" So...Mrs.Salvador I need to go. I'll just update you about her condition and please let her drink her medicine's from time to time." Tumango si  mommy at pagkatapos ay bumaling sila sa akin " Natasha, ija you should rest now. Okay? I'll be back later to checked your vitals." He smiled at me, pagkatapos ay agad  din itong lumabas sa kwarto ko.

*****
(a year's later.....)

"Tasha? can i come?" I heard mom's voice outside my room.

I let a deep sighed and pretend sleeping but after a few minute. I just heard some creek of door but it doesn't care on me I just remain pretend in sleeping

" Tasha, I know your awake. yaya melda said you didn't drink your medicine's again? anak kailangan mong inumin ang gamot mo" puno nang pag-aalala ang boses ni mommy.

   Hindi parin ako sumagot kahit alam kong nararamdaman ko parin ang presensya nya.

Maya'maya ay biglang naramdaman ko ang paghikbi nya kaya hinarap ko sya.

  Parang dinudurog ang puso ko na makita ang mommy kong umiiyak.

Ayaw ko mang makita syang umiiyak ay hindi ko parin sya masisisi lumapit ako sa kanya at niyakap sya.

"mom I'm sorry... please stop crying" I tried to seat beside her to make her comfort but I can't I was to weak to stood up.

" anak, I k-know your tired of this situation of your's but.....please____ I want you to fight I want you to be brave"

Hindi ko sya masagot nag-iwas ako nang tingin, I can't look at her straight especially now that she's weak and hurt because of me.

I can't just do anything, my life was nothing but a hell.

since I face this world I already suffer on this fucking disease sometimes I keep asking my self why me? am I not deserve to live? I keep asking more questions but there's no answer's.

I grow up on my own belief's that my life is just a temporary and I have no right's to fight for it because I know god wanted me to be like this.

Bigla ko nalang naramdang hawak na ni mommy ang pisngi ko at pinupunasan ang mga luha ko hindi ko lang man napansing kanina pa ako umiiyak.

  I stare at her and give her a little smile.

" I'm okay mom I'll be fine." I lied and hug her.

Maya-maya ay lumabas na rin sya at nag iwan nang gamot sa ibabaw nang mesa malapit sa kama ko.

  I'm Natasha Salvador and I grow up having  a rare disease wich is Chronic Inflammatory disease.

   This kind of disease made my whole life missarable, or should I say fucking hell. Dahil sa sakit nayan napagkaitan akong mabuhay nang normal.

AN/ hi! sana po nagustuhan nyo ang first chapter love lot's>3