Maybe My Heart Can Remember You [ MICHAENG ]

Chapter 5.

Chaeyoung's POV :

Week passed and I became even more  close to Mina.

I'm such a good lier if I said, I don't have feelings for her

"is something bothering you Chaeyoung?" I was brought in reality when Nayeon unnie asked me

"It just" I gulped the lamp on my lungs

"I-I don't know how to confess" I lowered my voice but enough for her to hear it

"Chaeyoung, I lost count how many girlfriends you had before and now you're saying, you doesn't know how to confess?" she sarcastically said

Well Nayeon unnie is right, I'd slept with different girls but the difference is, I didn't confess.

If they flirt with me then I flirt back, nothing serious.

There's no romantic feelings at all, I can't even feel these butterflies in my abdomen not until Mina came

"Nayeon unnie, you know I've never been inlove" I said

"then how can you say that you love her?"

I went quiet for a while, looking for my answer to that question.

But I can't find, I can't even explain why. What is love? Is this love? Or just a fling?

"even me, Nayeon, I don't know how to answer that" she smile at me as she messed my hair

"you really grown up, cub" she said

"Nayeon, can I meet your girlfriend? I want to meet her" I suddenly ask.

She keep telling me about her girlfriend but I haven't meet her personally even her name, I don't know

"of course, you can. And also, can I meet your girlfriend?" emphasizing the word girlfriend.

I don't know but when she said that, I felt my cheek is getting red

"stop blushing Chae, just confess to her already"

"I swear, she'll be your girlfriend"

"base on your story, I know she's also inlove with you, believe me" I told her everything about Mina

"9pm Chaeyoung, let's go on double date, okay? I'll wait you both at our favorite restaurant" she said and bid her farewell

It's 4:30 PM so I called her to ask if she's free tonight.

Gosh Chaeyoung, why are you so nervous? You just gonna ask her but you're sweating so bad.

I keep looking at my phone which place on my bed as I walk back and forth while biting my nail

I took a deep sighs as I pick my phone and dialed her number

It took her 4 rings before she answer it

[On call]
: hi Minari, are you free tonight?
: yes, why Chaeng?
: c-can we g-go out? You know, a friendly d-date. Gosh, why are you stuttering Chaeyoung!
: for what?
: I have something to tell you. This 9PM at xxxxx restaurant.

It's 8:30 PM and I prepared everything when my phone rang. It's Nayeon unnie, calling me...

[On call]

"I'm sorry Chaeyoung *sniffs* but I-I have an emergency"

"don't cancel the d-date of yours okay? *sniffs* confess to her tonight"

"Nayeon, are you okay? Are you crying? What happe--"

I wasn't able to finish my words when she quickly hung up the phone.

I know, there's something wrong. She's crying

What happend to her? I worriedly said to my mind

Tonight, like what Nayeon said a minutes ago, I'll confess to Mina.