Killua x reader | insecure

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'This skirt won't fit'
'I'm too big'
'Why can't I be perfect'
'I wish I were skinnier'
'I hate my body.'

You looked at yourself in the mirror. "I hate my body." You said you tried to zip up your skirt but it wouldn't zip up. You were stressed you felt tears go down your eyes. You were so excited to get the skirt but you were so sad it didn't fit you. You let out a sigh and took it off and just wore leggings. You heard your boyfriend Killua knock on the door. "Y/n are you done in there?" Killua says and you quickly wipe your tears. "Yeah! Sorry for taking so long!" You say opening the door then closing it. "Y/n you look nice." Killua smiles at you and you gave him a slight smile.

You guys were going on a date you both were outside he closed the door then looked at you. "W-what?" You say and he looked at you up and down. "I feel like somethings missing." Killua says and you looked at him confused "your so strange maybe it's just you!" You laughed then walked in front of him and he didn't move at all and he just stared at you. "Killua come on didn't you say we were gonna walk to the cafe together what's the matter with you?" You were confused why he wasn't walking and he just looked at you. "Weren't you excited yesterday about something?" Killua said "what?" You laugh and he frowned walking to you. "Y/n." He says in a serious tone and he stares into your eyes. "Weren't you excited to wear your skirt today? You kept talking about it yesterday." You look away from him and tried to smile to show him you weren't sad but you couldn't smile.

"I thought it was ugly! So I just wore these leggings." He could tell you were lying he grabbed your chin and made you look at him. "Y/n your lying aren't you," he says and there were tears in your eyes you quickly look away and he let go of your chin. You hide your face looking away from him. "So what if I am!" You say crying more and he hugged you from behind wrapping his arms around your waist. "Y/n no matter what I'll always think your beautiful." He whispers in your ear and he kissed you cheek and you blushed and wiped your tears away. "Killua I'm ugly... I'm fat why would you like me? My skirt didn't even fit me and it looked so ugly on me. There are so many other girls that are prettier and skinnier than me!" You say and he walks in front of you and hugs you tight. "Y/n don't ever say that! I don't care about other girls your mine and mine only! Your the prettiest out of them all!" He screams and blushes you pull away from the hug and stare at him embarrassed by what he said.

You kissed his lips and he kissed you back then pulled away and smiled "your beautiful y/n and I don't care what bad stuff you say about yourself. Because I'll always know that it's not true." You gave him a smile "Killua thank you." You say and he holds your hand "of course if your ever sad I'm always here to cheer you up!" He says cheerfully.

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