COMPLEXITY

Chapter 3

"What are you doing here Jake" my mum said. I looked at her and from the look i gave her she knew I had found out the truth. It was awkwardly silent and then my mum decided to speak " baby please I can......." I interrupted her " no mum save it how can you do this I seriously can't believe you would do this mum, I hated Jake just because of you when the real person I should be hating is you mum, you" I said while crying and then I stood up and ran to my room closing  the door behind me then I fell to the floor and started to cry again. After about 1hour of crying I decided to take a shower because I was feeling really stressed so I went into the bathroom and had my bath, then I threw my dirty clothes in the laundry basket and then came into my room and took a new pair of undergarments, a hoodie and a pair of leggings, I put them on and went to lay down on my bed just stirring at the ceiling till I fell asleep. I woke up to the sound of someone knocking on my door "what do you want" I said nobody answered so I assumed that they got tired of knocking and went away but I assumed wrong when someone came inside my room it was my mum "baby dinner is ready" she said "I'm not hungry" I said " I'm sorry baby I can explain please hear me......" I interrupted her "there is nothing to explain mum, I taught Jake broke up with me because he was been a fool not knowing it was you who forced him into doing this, mum I trusted you " baby I...."my mum said but I caught her off "no mum let me finish, I hated someone who did not deserve to be hated because of you mum why mum why did you do this?" I said already in tears, my mum grabbed me and pulled me unto her laps (I know I'm 15 but my mum still treats me like her baby) " baby I'm sorry I did this for you, he is not good enough for you baby that is why I did it"my mum said then I spoke "mum you said you want me to be happy right? She nodded mum I loved him and I know he loved me too mum but you ruined everything we had mum I know he got arrested and all but he told me he had changed and I believed him but why don't you seem to understand that he has changed" my mum was quite for a while and then she spoke" Jake can never be trusted baby he was in a gang and you know that so he can never be trusted baby I can never trust him" I sighed and then spoke "mum I know all that but he has changed mum I know it" "let's drop this topic and let's have dinner OK" she said "mum but..... She caught me off " we are not speaking off this topic again I'm I clear!" I nodded then we went to have dinner. It was really silent during dinner then I decided to say something " mum where is Jake" my mum looked at me and then she mumbled something under her breath but she just stayed silent so that was a sign to shut up so I just dropped the topic and continued to eat. After we were done I helped mum in cleaning up, when we were done I went up to my room to take a shower after I got out of the bathroom, I changed my underwear and got into some shorts and a tank top and then I went up to my bed and just laid there thinking about everything that happened today and I did not know when sleep overtook me.