possession

~7~

Y/N's POV
Here it goes...

"You're starting to freak me out Y/N"
Mione Laughed softly but Seemed a little over the edge and anxious.

"I know what your gonna say and you're gonna hate me for it but please try to have an open mind"
Fuck sake.

The silence was deathly at this point.

I started shivering and fiddling with my fingers.

I knew she was going to get up, leave and tell ron and that's it.

I will have no one.

I can't lose my best friends.

" I-i..."

"Yes?"

She was getting irritated now.

Fuck it.

"I just wanted to say that i was thinking about draco earlier because i just thought it was like...totally weird."

She looked at me weirdly.

Shit she knows.

No she doesn't. Stop overthinking y/n.

"Is that it?"
She asked in annoyance and impatience.

I couldn't bring myself to tell her the truth.

I just couldn't.

It would ruin our friendship.

"Yeah why? What did you think i was going to tell you?"
I looked up at her after twiddling with my fingers thinking i was such an awful friend.

"Y/n! You made me think you were dying or that something happened with harry!"

Ouch.

"No haha not at all. Sorry if i worried you mione. I just thought i'd tell you because i know you hate draco, i mean so do i but..."

She laughed slightly and lightly nudged me on the arm.

"It's okay hun! I know we both hate him so it doesn't matter. But as long as your okay, that's the main thing"

I smiled at her feeling slightly at ease from her words.

But i just wish i could tell her the truth with the same reaction.

"Yeah i guess so haha"
I nodded.

"Come on, let's get back and see ron before he sends out a searching party for me. You know him the little freak"

We both laughed knowing this was true.

Ron was heavily overprotective over her.

It was sweet.

I wish i had something like that.