The Heart Wants What it Wants

Award Show part one

"To the left"

"To the middle"

"Right"

"Selena you look stunning!" I blushed and smiled, from the corner of my eye I saw Justin looking at me. I looked over to him and kissed him on the lips. Normally we don't show too much PDA but my hormones were in overdrive. We walked forward to one of the interviews, Clevver news.

"Hi I am Chloe, Wow Selena you weren't lying when you said you had a lot to deal with! What are you 7-8 months?" Chloe asked.

"No I am actually 5 months, with triplets." I answered. There were ahhs and gasps around us as people heard.

"Wow! 3 babies! Are you guys excited? Have you found out the gender yet?" Chloe asked.

"No we haven't, we are revealing it next week I believe. We are over the moon about it." Justin answered for me. Smiling, I placed a hand on my stomach, trying to settle the babies.

"So your new album Selena is wonderful! How long did you work on it?" Chloe questioned.

"Thank you so much, I worked on it for a while now. It was like an on again off again project." I replied.

"So the songs on the album have been on charts for a while now, how does that feel?" Chloe asked.

"It's really great, I am just happy people like the songs on the album." I said honestly.

"Well last question what are you wearing today?" Chloe asked.

"I am wearing a J-Mendel custom dress with Casadei heels." I answered.

"And I am wearing a custom made tailored suit." Justin replied.

"Well thank you so much guys! Congratulations!!" Chloe said.
"Thank you." Justin replied as he guided me to where Taylor and the girls were. They wanted to take a Bad Blood squad photo this year since no one knew if next year I would even come. Taylor waved for me to stand next to her and I walked over to her. Justin stood at the side waiting for me to be done. I chatted with Taylor a little while they took the pictures. A risk celebrities learn is to smile and still be able to talk.

"Sel, the girls and I are seated next to you, I'll see you inside?" Taylor asked. I nodded and hugged Taylor. Justin walked over to me and guided me to the door.

"Wait, I didn't see any fans. Give me a minute, don't worry I am fine." I pleaded. Justin paused for minutes before agreeing and we walked over.
"SELENA!!!!"

"Congrats" multiple people said things along the lines of congrats or just screaming my name.

"Hi guys! Thank you so much!" I spoke while signing papers and taking pictures.

"Ok I have to go now but I promise I will try to be more active on Social media!" I said before walking with Justin to the seats. I sat down and sighed out loud, my feet hurt, my stomach was sore from the babies, and I was thirsty. My family arrived and the Girls did too.

"OMG Selena you're wearing heels? Aren't you performing later?" Vennasa said.

"Yep, I am singing Stained and some songs from my drop era." I answered.

"Wow, you really are crazy Sel, 4 inch heals?!" Ashley asked.

"Selly, your sisters and the kids are here." Justin said. I got up and started walking to them.

"Selena Marie Gomez, sit down and wait for the kids to come. They have legs and are not carrying 3 babies. Sit down and are you insane? Are you wearing heels to perform?" Taylor asked.

"Not 4 inch heels but that's the plan?" I asked, I should be more confident but honestly I wasn't really sure.

"Sissy!! Were you here before us? See mommy, they would beat us!" Gracie complained.

"Aww Grace come here, you look so nice in your yellow dress." I complimented her.

"Gosh Gracie, you can give Selena a run for her money. Haha you're so adorable!" One of my friends said. I laughed and saw the other kids coming.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After the show started for a while~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Selena, you have to go and prepare for the performance now." Aleen said to me. Justin, Taylor, Ashley, and the kids all came with me to prepare. The kids wanted to stretch their legs cause they got bored and wanted to see what behind the scenes looked like. We sneaked out and went backstage getting ready. I wore a dress that looked like it had two parts, a sparkly top part and a flowy cream color bottom. I slipped on my diamond heels and warmed up. The plan was to sing my most popular or favorite songs. Sober, Hit the Lights, Come and get it, Slow Down, The Heart wants what it wants, Stained, They can't steal our Love, and ending with Hands to Myself and Me and My girls. Barely anyone knows that Justin is performing with me, he wanted to sing it at the Grammys. I wasn't gonna perform the whole song just snip it or my favorite parts. The performance will have super amazing transitions and I will be having my friends joining me on stage.

"T-minus 5 minutes before performance Sel, Lets pray?" Ashley asked. I nodded my head and walked to my group of dancers, backup singers, friends and family.

"Thank you god for giving us this opportunity to perform here. Please keep Selena and the dancers safe. Especially Selena cause she's crazy wearing diamond 4 inch heels while pregnant. But Selena and everyone here prepared so much and hope that everyone will enjoy the performance! Ahmen" Taylor said. Everyone hugged and wished me luck.

"Babe, good luck! Do your best! Remember if you get tired or anything doesn't feel well, just give us the signal and we will all come on stage and Taylor or I will start singing. Love you!" Justin said to me. He rubbed my stomach and talked in a lower voice to our 3 kids.

"Babies, please go easy on your mommy later. We are at the Grammys right now and she's about to perform. Be good and don't make her uncomfortable. Ok daddy loves you!" I hugged Jusin and got ready to perform. While I waited I thought to myself, The difference between performing at the Grammy and tour is that at the Grammys there are haters out there, there are people looking for my mistakes. Trying to find all the things I did wrong or trying to find a way to say that I am shading someone or something. But this performance will have no hate, I will go out there and have fun. My friends, family and loved one will all be there!