keep in touch

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you walked behind as swagger helped drag your luggage back into the house you'd constantly abandon for months

he paused and left your stuff by the stairs before he walked off "i made sure none of the boys went messing around in your room... you know where you're staying."

you've been gone for two months but it felt like it's been a year for everyone. as you made your way to your bedroom you couldn't help but think of all the memories you could have continued to create with someone if you didn't leave again.

stupidly, this was the first time you tried to end things but funny enough he didn't let you.

already having a horrible week your demons began to take a deeper toll on you. you needed a break. you needed to go somewhere and be off of your phone, you wanted to spend time with your family knowing that they'd be helpful with your troubles.

you missed him... a lot. hell, he was the only thing on your mind when you were gone.

you looked around while being sat on the edge of your bed you couldn't help but stop and stare at multiple photos of the two of you on your desk.

tossing yourself fully onto your bed, you wondered if he was going to come to the house. you wondered if he even knew you were back in melbourne, or if he cared anymore at this point.

you hate thinking back that you almost left without him still being your boyfriend.

you didn't want him to hold him back from anything but he didn't care and that all he wanted was you.

going back to your hometown you drank and drank as you spent time with your family, feeling like that was the only way to cope. it was too late to go take back your words even though you wanted to ever so desperately do so.

it was too late to make amends.

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he walked you to your gate squeezing your hand tightly not wanting you to go, you couldn't help but held his hand just as tightly back

it was time almost for you to go, you turned to him and held back the tears that you both knew were at some point going to fall "just hear me out before i go there's one thing that i need for you to know..."

sighing before you continued "i still love you"

you felt his hands on your cheeks as he pulled you in for the last kiss you'll share for the time being. he frowned as they called out your gate "don't forget about me" he whispered

you tsked, he knew you'd never forget him

once you got in your seat you texted him before you didn't have the chance "don't have too much fun here without me."

you rapidly typed another text while the flight attendant was starting her demonstration, hesitant on sending it "now if everyone would put their phones on airplane mode." the flight attendant said her voice taking over, you sent it

"try not to love anyone else, i'll be back soon."

this wasn't the first time you left like this, but you sure hoped it was the last.

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you knew that was too much to ask, you knew you were being selfish. you've been nothing short of a disaster and it didn't help that you didn't heal any faster.

but you've been working on it and you wanted him to know that, even if he did move on.

you tried falling asleep but a thick accent spoke interrupting your peace "ello?" you shot up spooked from the unexpected voice "what is it." you groaned seeing mason at your door

he mimicked your groan and talked "cam is here and he wants to talk to you but doesn't know how, he is being a pussy. will you please come downstairs and say hi"

after all this sudden news, you weren't tired anymore but afraid "what no- i'm scared!" you told him, not caring if he was going to call you a pussy next. he rolled his eyes and walked away from your door leaving it open knowing that it would trigger you.

you got up to close it only to be grabbed and thrown over someone's shoulder "goddamit mason."

"sorry y/n, it was going to happen one way or another." he struggled to see the steps as you kicked your feet in attempt to block his view but he hugged them in place so eventually you gave up

even though it's been months since you've seen each other you always kept up on what the other was doing.

your feelings for him never faded, you knew they wouldn't have anyways.

matt and toby waved at you awkwardly as mason placed you down "he's in the front." he informed you and pushed you towards the front door.

you felt like you were in middle school being forced to talk to your crush. you opened the house door stepping outside to see him relaxing in his car "cam..." you paused and once he heard your voice he got out of his car as fast as he could to hug you.

it felt like it's been forever since you felt his touch.

you realized he was your soulmate and no matter what demons you had to fight you weren't going to leave him again.

a tear dropped out of your eye "i'm so sorry cam, i understand if you don't want to be with me after everything." but he quickly silenced you. he was aware of your battles and what you were going through.

from time to time you needed space to breathe and he was willing to give you what you needed whenever you needed it.

"just promise you'll never leave me again, you know you have me," he whispered as you looked into each other eyes glad to be back in the presence of your soulmate

you nodded "i promise. i...i love you cam."

"i love you too y/n" he smiled

multiple voices whisper "aww" finding what was happening to be sweet "now kiss!" toby shouted loud enough for the neighbors to hear

your eyes widened but fitz chuckled feeding into what she said and turning your head for you to kiss.

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A/N

this is kinda a throwaway chapter i wrote awhile ago, i'll take the time to write again (hopefully something better, since i've still been on writers block) sometime this week. so sorry if this chapter makes no sense— just wanted to inform you that i am still alive and breathing ... sadly

hope you're all well !!!!!! :)

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