A.K. Falling For The Opening Band

46. Its Over

While at the bar Remington was flirty but I would brush it off and ignore him.

"You look ravishing tonight" Remington smiled at me

"Hey Buddy shes with Awsten Alright? Leave her alone." Jackson snapped.

The rest of the night was Awkward and we all decided to walk around.

Remington,not catching a hit, tried to hold me hand.
I quickly tucked my hand in my jacket and kept walking.

"I really like you." He said quitely

"I know." I sighed

"Why dont you like me back. I thought you did."

"Use to. But that was also a silly little crush. I love awsten." I stated.

Remington stopped me.

"Dont. Please dont do anything." I snapped at him

"Not even just a kiss?" He smirked and tried to to touch my cheek. I pulled back and went to walk but he grabbed my arm and pulled me to him and kissed me.

I shoved him off. "I can't fucking believe you." I shouted.

I ran. I ran so fast and so quickly. I needed to see Awsten, explain the situation.

As soon as I made it to the apartment I went to find him.

"Awsten?" I paniced, "awsten!"

"Wow. What's up?.are you okay?" Awsten asked and came rushing towards me from the bedroom.

"No. No. Um, something happened."

"What...what happened?" He asked and gently put his hands on my hips.

"Okay so while jackson and I were at the bar-" I started but couldnt quite get my train or thought

"Take a shower okay babe?" He said softly takeing note to my frazzled self

I nodded slowly and he gently kissed me.

"Itll be okay?"

While I was in the shower it's like I couldn't calm down. Awsten has been so worried about what just happened for so long, And then it happened.

I soon got out and got dressed and saw a sad awsten.

He looked at me, "Des-"

"He kissed me. I didnt kiss him, I tried to avoid him but he purposelly got me away forjackson! I'm so sorry Aws. I ran here as soon as I could please please dont leave me!" I begged

Awsten turned his phone towards me, "alt press already did a artical. Everyone is takeing it out of hand." He said flatly

I looked from his phone to him.

"Awsten, please. I never would hurt you. I love you, we talked about-"

"I'm breaking up with you."

Shock. Shock was the only thing I felt. I stood there, frozen, while awsten started to pick up his things.

"Dont... please dont, you're not thinking straight! Please lets talk about this in the morning! I didnt even kiss him!" I begged again

"Des. Please. I just I need time." He sighed

"Awsten please," I said softly and gently grabbed his arm.

Awsten stopped and looked at me. "I'm sorry. I just.... i cant do it."

I let go of awsten. He started to get ready to leave.

"I... I'm sorry we had to end like this." I started causeing awsten to stop, "I know its... silly to dream of things but i really thought we would get married and have a house and ridiculous amounts of animal maybe even a kid." I said while crying

Awsten turned and looked at me.

"I was so lucky to have you. To be able to love you and kiss you. I hope you find someone who can treat you better." I looked up at him and saw he was also crying.

"Deseray..." he sighed before standing infront of me, "you treated me fine. I .. I need to figure stuff out. Take a break."

"We both know that couples dont come back from breaks."

Awsten gave me a sad look while gently cupping my cheek. "I'm sorry."

I shook my head, "bye Awsten."

Awsten moved to the door and as he was about to leave he spoke, "I'm sorry its over."