Do you ever wake up in a good mood?
I don't often, it can simply be put as not being morning people. But i tend to think deeper into things that don't require the deeper thought and shouldn't be looked into too deep.
When I have a good morning I often ask myself if i'm having a good morning. Questioning my own happiness in the instance and moment of its occurrence is tiring.
My soul longs to forever live my life in moments where, regardless of my constant questioning, rethought and endless tiredness, still can't shake the happiness. Moments where i'm overwhelmed with euphoria, love and my my vision has a bright veil of beauty thrown over.
I want to live every night, with my head out the window of a car driving past a beautiful view with music loud enough i can hear over the wind because we're going fast enough the wind resists me.
