We're meant to be (Reece bibby/ stereo kicks)

Chapter 50 - Dad?

Okay guys I need your help!!!

I'm going to a party next weekend and I don't know what to wear bare in mind I might be singing there and all my family is going to be there as it my mums cousins birthday party and well I don't no what to wear so look at the picture and tell me which one 1,2 or 3 please x

"DAD" I screamed running over to him

"Dad, dad, dad" I shook him but nothin he was still breathing but a lot slower then normal

"Some please call the ambulance" I scream as I sat beside my dad crying my eyes out

So here I am at my mums funeral saying a speech about my mum and suddenly my dad collapses on the floor and hits his head. The blood gushes out of his head. This it not how it's meant to be.

"Has anyone got anything we can put around his head" Lottie asks everyone around us she was also at his side but she was being a lot more stronger and not crying like me

"I have a scarf" my aunt shouts and comes over and comforts me

Lottie wraps the scarf around dads head to stop the blood a little as we wait for the ambulance to come.

When the ambulance arrives they take dad straight away rushing to get him into the ambulance and to the hospital. He wasn't in a good condition.

"Tom" I say as I cry on his shoulders

"Come Autu lets get to the hospital" he says and we walk over to his car

We couldn't go in the ambulance because they had to rush dad off really quick.

"Tom why does this have to happen, everything in my life is fucked up" I cry

"Autumn I don't know but we have to think positive and pray for dad" Tom says

"I know and Tom sorry about what happened the other day" I say

"Autu look it's over with I'm more mad at Jake then you cause you were drunk and well he shouldn't of done it but on the other hand have you talked to Reece?" Tom asks

"No I haven't he said he needs space but I do miss not talking to him" I cry even more thinking about Reece

"Autu I'm sorry I brought Reece up" Tom says

"It's fine honestly I might message him, cause I need him" I fake smile at Tom as the car stops outside the hospital and just as it does the tension builds up.

"Tom I don't know if a can go into this hospital anymore" I cry and Tom wraps his arms around me leading me in

"You can Autu dad needs you" Tom says

"Tom but I feel like it's my fault I should of just gone to see him" I cry

"Autu no it's not take a seat with Lottie while I ask the nurse were he is" Tom says and me and Lottie sit on the seats nervously as we wait for Tom to come back and tell us the news

"We have to wait out here for a bit as we can't go and see him at the moment but they will come and collect us when we can" Tom says and pulls both me and Lexi into his arms.

At times I hate Tom because he can be such a dick to me but times like this makes me happy I have a older brother with me that cares for me as many of mistakes I make. If I didn't have Tom right now I don't think I would even be here right now with everything that's happened in the last month and couple of weeks. I wish I didn't mess everything up with Reece cause he would still be here with me. He was meant to support me at the funeral but because of what happened he when home and we haven't talked since and that was two days ago now as it's now 6am in the morning and we have been siting in the waiting room since 1pm yesterday. Everything we would ask a nurse if there was any new they would just say they haven't heard anything or we can't say yet we will let the doctor say.

"Tom would you like a coffee" I awake him from his sleep

"Yes please Autu, where's Lottie?" Tom asks

"She went to mcds down the road to get some breakfast for us as we haven't eating since yesterday morning" I say and walk over to the coffee machine

Even though I wanted to cry I had to keep it in and be brave for my dad as we wait and hope for the best but I have a gut feeling it's not going to be what we want to hear but life goes on.

"How did you sleep?" Tom asks

"Not well, hardly did" I say giving him his coffee

"Why not?" I had to much on my mind

"Don't stress about this Autu everything is gonna get better" Tom says hugging me as Lottie walks back in with breakfast

"Thanks Lottie" I smile and help her sort who's is who's out

Once we had eating breakfast Tom went to the nurse and asks her if she had any new and that we need to know something because we had been waiting since yesterday. When he arrived his face was dropped and his smile was no longer there.

"He didn't make it he went last night in his sleep" he says and drops to the floor and my hands go into my head

Lottie goes and comfort Tom. This is when I need Reece.

"Tom both of our parents are gone in the space of two months" I cry

"Autu come her and join us" Lottie says sobbing

We all hugged on the floor, cry and sobbing on each other we all each other have now. Our parents have gone well Lottie still has hers but me and Tom have none and we didn't even get to say bye to mum probably today however they had to burry her because they couldn't keep her body any longer. I guess we will visit her grave when it's all finished.

We couldn't go and see dad they wouldn't even lets us say bye.

When we got back to Toms flat I went straight to bed I'm ringing Reece in the morning to apologies and tell him what happened and how much I miss him and need him. I'm not doing it for attention off him and to get him back because he will feel bad for me I'm doing it cause I love him truly I love him and I want to spend the rest of my life with him if we were ever to get back together.

A/n

I feel honestly sorry for Autumn both of her parents have gone will Reece get back with Autumn ?

And sorry guys for not updating everyday like I said I haven't really been myself lately and well I'm getting better slowly as I've been taking medication for everything but I'm truly sorry about not updating and I will try my hardest to update everyday.

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