Am i not enough

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Jungkooks p.o.v

Today is a special day all ... for me at least, it was my birthday taehyung would always come back from "work" feeling tierd and smelling like alchohol and women perfume. But today i thought it would be special

But how i was wrong... i was going to be the worst day ever... he was just about to break that one piece of my heart that was left.

In the morning he didnt say anything about my birthday... maybe he wanted to suprise me...

But agian i was wrong... he left without a word and it had passed hours until it was finally midnight, i went to our room and then laid down...

I tried to sleep, just as i was about to i heard the door open, but there were more than just one person, there where two

I opend the door quietly and saw taehyung entering the guest room with a girl... my knees got weak... and i fell... all i heard were giggles, moans  groans and skin slapping.... i was broken...

I entered the bathroom and cried, that all i knkw how to do... but while i was crying i remembered a conversation i had with one of my hyungs... jin hyung

Flash back

Jin: jungkook i know taehyung abuses you, there is no need for you to keep defending him

Jungkook: h-how

Jin: i have my ways, jungkookie... you cant let him hurt you like that

Jungkook: but i love him and he loves me too, he does that because im the one who messes up...

Jin: Stop. You dont do anything wrong, open your eyes and see that what he feels for you is not love but an obsession. If he loved you he would respect you! If he loved you he would not hit you! If he loved you he wouldn't cheat on you!

He was right... but i was blinded...

Jin: if you dont leave him thats up to you, but just know that i will always be here for you and so will joonie. Also... me and him will be leaving after a month, he want to find a home in the country side

End of flash back

A month... is what took me to finally  think of what jin hyung told me, the blindfold i had on fell, and i finally saw things how they were. Jin hyung was right... taehyung dosnt love me he was just... obsessed

And i finally did what i shoukd have done long ago, i packed my stuff... i wrote a letter to him... i bet he won't even read it... but i wrote it anyways.

I stopped crying... it wouldn't fix anything. I left the letter on top of the bed, i opened the door of the room and quietly got out, even though they wouldn't hear me with there moans.

I went to the front door... and opend the door, i turned back

Jungkook: goodbye taehyung... i will leave all our memories here. I will find true happiness... even if its not with you... i hope you have a happy life...

Those were my last words to him... now all i nees to do is find jin hyung.

A/N
Not the end.
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