Reborn

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When I thought that I had finished with my suffering by cutting my veins, I never thought that I would stay here, in the same room, I thought that perhaps I would meet my grandmother and mother wherever they are. My senses are off. It is beginning to scare me to be in this room with my body leaning on the chair; It makes a very bad impression on me. The only thing that persists is cold, that it seeps into my interior, I approach my bed to see if I can lie down and warm my body, spirit? But the surprise is very great when I sat down and did not feel that soft material when leaning on it; I don't feel anything and that scared me even more. I will sit and look at the door and wait for some kind of indication that tells me that someone has cared that he died, but then I remember that they are traveling and that idea passes Because despite everything I hope someone cares

Looking at the wall immersed me in my memories, when I walked hand in hand with my mother to the house after school and my grandmother was waiting for me with a freshly made dulce de leche, it was the best thing about coming from school, there it felt like a home, not this empty place and now with a pool of blood. I get out of bed and go in the direction of my door, I try to open it but I realize that my hand was following its way through the door in an impulse, I'm not going to deny it, I was scared but still I walked out through the dead wood The hallway of the house is shiny, dark and dull, I visualized a mirror, in which I always saw myself when I was passing to get to my room, I ran there and when I visualized myself, I could only see a fine black paint as if drawing my silhouette at the compas of my hair, I could not see the pale color of my skin, or the gray of my eyes, or if it were my hands or mouth, it was as if I was no longer there, I could not find an answer. And there I enter the big question, what have I become? Because I am sure that I have died, as proof of that is my corpse in the room. What have I done, is this being dead?