I Can Keep You Safe, a Harry Styles fanfic

“You are my one and only

You can wrap your fingers ‘round my thumb

And hold me tight”

This should have been our first child.

This should have been our pride and joy.

This should have been my chance to finally become a father…

…but it isn’t.

This is not our first child.

There is no pride and joy.

This is not my chance to finally be a father. Not yet my chance, at least.

I may have another chance but still…

…this is just heartbreaking.

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February 12, 2015

I didn’t feel like being part of One Direction anymore. There was no point in staying since everyone seemed distant from each other.

Niall and Louis were happily married and became a famous duo in all of England. They were funny, had great chemistry, and were really good looking. They got all the guest starring roles on those TV shows like Saturday Night Live and Glee. They seemed to move on to acting during the biggest year of our career.

I was busy with my long-distance celebrity-non-celebrity relationship with Summer and I kept going to Vegas just to see her.

Zayn and Liam were at least trying to keep One Direction from falling apart. Sadly their efforts were in vain when all of us decided that we weren’t working out as a group.

February 27, 2015

I kept myself on the down low since the band’s split. I never mentioned even just hints of my whereabouts on Twitter; I stayed away from Instagram to avoid taking pictures them posting them online; I bought a Nokia phone with no Wi-Fi connectivity, no touchscreen, no QWERTY keyboard to stop posting anything anywhere; and I made sure to only use my Twitter and email to check on Summer and update her on everything happening with me.

This was also the day a pair of Elder missionaries approached me, holding out a copy of the Book of Mormon: Another Testament of Jesus Christ.

The two missionaries shared some messages to me and I remembered that Summer was from their church. I asked for a baptism to be scheduled on March 3rd. I bore my testimony saying I was ready for anything the Lord brings me.

March 3, 2015

I had just been converted to the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. I was just baptized in Macclesfield Chapel in Macclesfield, Cheshire and I received the Gift of the Holy Ghost.