They probably realized I left because I later heard them clamper into the living room, arguing.
"You don't dare come into this house"I heard Andy's voice say in an infuriated whisper.
"Last time I checked, you don't own this house and I'm not here for you! I'm here for Audrey and except she says otherwise, I don't give a shit about what you say" Tomiwa said, obviously infuriated.
I must admit she is fiesty
Just then, I heard the staggering step of my drunk father and the muttering of cusses.
Andy and Tomiwa stopped their bickering as my father shouted my name
"Audrey! My life's greatest misfortune... Come and open this stupiff door"
"How can you say THAT!" Andy yelled at my father and just then, I tuned out.
My heart broken even more and I teared up. Today sucks and another reminder that I'm hated by my father snapped the last thread of sanity I was grasping on to.
He wants me out of his life
That's all he ever wanted
Why don't I do something good for him this once
I don't see any reason why I should even be alive.
He always wished me dead
My father wants me gone
My very sense of existence disgusts him
And I'm sure Andy and Mum knows this too but are only lying to make me feel better
I'm the reason for this family's misfortune and if I'm gone, they would be happier.
What am I even trying to live for.
I hate my self this moment.
I can still smell the disgusting scent of the scoundrel who almost raped me
I feel dirty
I wasn't ready for this world
God must have made a mistake in creating me
I'm a mistake
And mistakes are cut off
My head began to reel bad memories of the hurtful words my father ever spat at me
"Useless!" He would call me
"Nobody wants you here!"
"You are my Bad luck!"
"You should die and let me Prosper!"
"Stupiff girl!"
"Die and let me live in peace!"
"Go get me money!"
"You disgust me!"
"You! You! You! ARE MY GREATEST MISTAKE!"
"I regret the day you were born!"
"I want you to be useful to me for once and be gone! Dead preferably"
"Nobody loves or need you!"
"DIE"
"You are worthless"
"Let me live in peace!!!"
My Greatest Mistake!
His Greatest Mistake!!
I'm his Greatest Mistake!!!
GREATEST MISTAKE!!!
Aarrgh!!!
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