Curvier Than Most

I must be dreaming

Brooklyn pov.

I must have died and gone to heaven , that's the only way I can explain the things that happen tonight . Not only did I go on a date with Alex but he kissed me

He actually kissed me

That kiss . That perfect fucking kiss and his lips are all that I've been able to think of. When I got undressed all I could think of was him, when I got in the shower he was still on my mind, and now i lay in bed and it's about to be 2'clock in the morning but I sleep. Manly because I'm afraid, afraid that I'll wake up to find that this was all just a dream. I can't shake the feeling that something bad will happen if we continue this

"Buzzzz"

"Ugrhhhh" I let out a moan in annoyance , who would text me at this time? Let alone want to talk to me?

"Buzzzz"

This stupid fucking phone won't stop ringing so this better be important

(Phone convo)

"Hello?"

"Ah my bambina is still awake I see" -Alex

"Alex , why are you calling at 2 in the morning?"

" I missed your voice"-Alex

" That's really cute Alex but uhm.... We can't do this. We can't kiss , we can't go on anymore dates and we can't be friends"

"Why the fuck not!" Alex shouted at me

"Because it's you don't want me. And I don't want you" I got chocked up on my words a little but because I knew this was a lie, I wanted him more then anything else in this world but I already knew how this was going to end... Badly, so why not just end it here?

"That's a fucking lie Brooklyn and you know it" -Alex

" If it's a lie then answer one question for me then Alex.... Why the sudden interest In me? Huh, why torment me all 4 years of college then suddenly decide to ask me on a date? Was this some type of game? Make the fat chick fall for you? Or better yet were you just trying to get in my pants because most guys think "because I'm fat I must be easy" ... Why !?"

"I honestly don't know why."

"Exactly. So why don't we just cut it short right here while I'm still feeling friendly"

"Fine. I can't be seen with the ugly fat chick anyway"

" That's all you'll ever see me as Alex? The ugly fat chick?. Goodnight "

I hung up the phone, I'm not mad though just a little sad and disappointed I guess , I thought maybe he would fight for me , maybe he would have a real answer for my question, maybe things would be different.