c • r • u • s • h // ryland storms

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"No." he said. "I wanna talk about something serious.Actually it'd be good if we go out."

"Yeah it'd be good but no. I don't wanna go out with you today. Actually I don't wanna talk with you today. I just broke up with Ryland, can you give me some time? Cause I need time to pull myself together." I said.

"Okay." he said. "I'm here if you need anything."

"I don't need anything from you, now." I said. "When I needed you weren't there."

"Yeah, this is exactly what I want to talk with you about." he said.

"And exactly what I don't want to talk about. Anyways Kio, I said what I said. Can you leave?"

He left the kitchen, I sat on the chair and started to eating my toast. Then Bryce came to kitchen.

  He stand in the corner of the kitchen. Didn't talk, didn't say any word, just stand and looked at me while I was eating. I get up from table and left the kitchen ignoring him.

I went near to other guys. Mads, Nessa, Josh, Anthony and Riley was talking. Kio wasn't there, he was probably in his room, Jaden was talking with Noah and Blake. Griffin was swimming in the pool.

  I went near Mads. She hugged me and we went near to Jaden, Blake and Noah. I told them exactly what happened.

"I swear the God I will kill Ryland." said Blake. "But it's your fault Lana, it was obvious from the first day that this shit won't work. Why you keep turning back to him? There is a lot of boys out there and you always try with Ryland."

Does he know about Noah's feelings for me? Of course he knows, he is bestfriends with Noah.

  "Yeah but I don't want any man in my life lately." I said. "At least for a while."

"Even us?" asked Noah.

  Specially you, baby boy. "You're my friends." I said. Hope he understands that I'm putting him friendzone.

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  We get ready and left to house to meet with Dixie and Charli. Mads, Jaden, me and Blake.

Dixie hugged me extremely tightly when we met.
Then Charli hugged too.

  We sat on a table and started to talk. I told them about the kiss between me and Noah, and the break up with Ryland.

"Why you're always be the sad one?" said Dixie. "Girl, we don't know how many years we have. You can't spend your life crying for Ryland. Look at you! Name a guy you can't get. There is no such a man like this."

"Ryland." I said.

"Well, I said 'man'. Come on Lana, just get over this sadness." said Dixie.

Blake hold my hand. "Get up."

"Why?" I asked.

"We will dance." he smiled.

"In here? No way, everyone will look at us." I said.

"You don't have to dance to make everyone look at you. Your beauty is enough to charm them." said Charli and she got up, made Mads, Dixie and Jaden get up too, they started to dance.

Blake made me get up and we started to dance. Dixie started to sing a song for me. "Cheer the fuck up you beautiful loser." the others started to sing too. "Sincerely signed, you're from the future."

"I love you guys." I said. "And I'm grateful for having you."

———-

  We spotted by paparazzi while we were leaving. One started to talk with Dixie and Charli, one started to talk with Jaden and Mads and one started to talk with me and Blake.

"Hey Lana, did you saw Avani's last post?" asked a paparazzi guy.

"I don't follow her." I said.

"She is claiming you to hiring mans and attack her and Ryland in her house. She said 'Lana came to my home with eight mans and they used violence. My two arms are broke, there is some serious damages on Ryland's ribs. I will sue her.' in her last post."

I suprised. "What? Hell no." I smiled. "I attacked them alone. I don't hire mans, I'm not a pussy."

Blake looked at me suprised. "What?"

"Lana get in the car." said Jaden. "We have to leave."

"Have a nice night." I said to paparazzi and got in the car.

"Now you have to tell me what is this shit?" said Jaden.