The 1975 IMAGINES:)

You get in a argument with Matty

I layed tiredly on Matty's lap as he talked to George about something, I don't even know really I kept drifting in and out of sleep. Soft hands rub my back catching my attention soon I was looking into a pair of beautiful, brown eyes "hm..?" I said tiredly accidentally yawning. Matty chuckled "I said do you want to start heading out babe? You seem awfully tired" I started sitting up until he pulled me into his lap, letting me sit more comfortably with my head on his chest. "Yes please? I barely got any sleep this entire week" "I know babe come on let's go" with that we headed out the door saying bye to George and all the guys and their girlfriends. The chilly November night made me shiver. No matter how many layers of clothing I wear I still am cold. It's ridiculous lmfao. Boots crunch on the wrinkled leaves that's been newly fallen from the naked trees. I got in the passenger side as matty hopped in the driver side turning on the ignition the car roared to life quickly heating up the atmosphere. "Babe are you alright? Your shivering badly" "no I'll be fine in a few minutes and I'll feel warm" I replied putting on my seatbelt "....or we could try another quick way to warm you up faster?" My cheeks turned so red, "oh my gosh matty you're so disgusting I swear" he laughed while backing from the drive way "*sings* but you still love me.." I grin looking away out side the window. I spotted a man walking all bundled up which reminded me of something "crap." "What?" We came to a stop light. "I totally forgot to give Rebecca her birthday present...again" "the bracelet you bought a month ago?" "Yeah, I left it in the c-" right I left it in the car! I quickly reached for the place where you put your personal belonging thingy forgot the name.. "wait-" matty quickly said, but it was already too late. Not only did I find Rebecca's gift but also 2 boxes of cigarettes...." I was going to tell you but I couldn't.." The light turned green. "What the hell matty? I thought you were trying to quit?" I said looking at him shocked. He knew how much I cares about his health. "I-I know babe, but it's been so stressful lately and with all the touring going on I needed a break I won't do it again" "how long?" I asked. "What?-" "I said how long were you smoking again?" "Does that really matter? I already told you I won't do it again" I snap my head to him "you said that the last time! With the drinking too!" "Oh! For god sake (YN) that was only twice and it was for a celebration!" "True but matty you were soo hammered you had to sleep it off the entire next day!" "Don't raise your voice at me!" He shouted which completely threw my off "I'm not raising my voice! You said that you weren't gonna fall back into these habits!" "(YN) I am trying! God damn! Not everyone is perfect don't fucking worry so much because it isn't your problem" I shook my head in disbelief. Is he serious right now? He grip the steering wheel so tight his knuckles turned white. "Not my problem? Are you even listening to yourself??" We were now on the highway going 65mph. "Mind your own business (YN) if your trying to piss me off, you're doing great at it, really! You are" he sarcastically said, he looked at my direction "Not everything has to go your way" I folded my arms giving him a sharp look. "Keep your fucking eyes on the road" "are you done?" He turn his attention back on the road. I didn't respond. "I'm not in the mood to hear you bitching especially if its irrelevant" I finally saw our house come into view a few blocks away. "I'm not bitching!" "Then drop it" he made a sharp right turn which had me grip the seat so I would lean over. "That won't fix anything!" He sigh loudly "(YN) you are really pushing my button, fucking drop the conversation or its going to end really ugly" he pulled up to our drive way killing the ignition. "Your being a jerk right now" he didn't say anything but lean back closing his eyes. He rub his face sighing. "Get out" "matty-" his eyes shot open "I said get the fuck out!" I jump quickly unbuckling my seatbelt opening the car door, I was immediately greeting with cold air hitting my face as I step out. I slam the door shut before he got a chance to say whatever he was gonna say..I started walking toward the house until I heard his door open. "Don't fucking shut my door like that!" I took out my keys unlocking the door to our house. I walked in taking my shoes off and throwing the keys by the nearest table. "Did you hear what I said?" Matty came in shutting the door and locking it. "I'm not talking to you." I walked into the kitchen taking out a cup from the cabinet and setting it on the table. He walked in the kitchen leaning on the wall "you said you want to talk right?" I didn't respond. Instead I took out orange juice and poured it in the cup. "If your gonna act like this, I'm not gonna talk to you" I took a sip. "Your unbelievable!" He threw up his hands. I slam the cup down on the table "what matty? What? You don't want me bitching so much so I rather not talk right? I mean you are getting pretty tired of me anyways!" "When did I say that?? You know what ? you never want to drop anything unless you win, it's always about you getting your own way and if you don't, you act like fucking bitch!" My cheeks heated up. I could feel the tears building up, but I pushed it down. I couldn't show that I was fragile, and cry like baby. Matty was always a blunt person and said whatever was on his mind. "Then fine someone else who's much more laid back, and don't give a fuck about anything. You obviously are done with me!" I threw the cup in the sink and started walking past him, but he grab my arm pulling me back. I could instantly smell cologne on his black long sleeve shirt that never seems to be button all the way. "Don't touch me" I pushed him back with a force that made him stumble a bit "I'm not done talking to you" "well I am" I stated turning away heading upstairs to our room. "Your brilliant you know? Is that why your last boyfriend broke up with you? Hm?" I felt my hand ball up in a fist. "Don't you dare" I couldn't believe he was going to take it this far and try to upset me. "He couldn't take your bullshit anymore" "shut up matty" I calmly said. "Admit it. Oh wait you wouldn't want to, because your so damn perfect" "I'm not perfect-" matty step forward "Then stop acting like you are or else nobody would want to be around a prude like you" I wasn't even sure if we were still arguing about the cigarettes anymore. He was pissed because he was caught. Of course. he didn't even look like the matty I knew before. "I'm leaving" I turn around and bolted up stairs. I pulled out a suitcase and started taking out clothes from our- wait his closet. I just started throw random things in it. Brush, mirror, anything that I would need. While I was consumed with anger I completely forgot he was watching me by the door in silence. "Where are you going?" I didn't respond. I bent down grabbing my sneakers and threw it in the suitcase then headed to the bathroom. But before I could even make it out the closet he blocked me from getting out. He was much taller than me and had to look down at me. "Where are you going?" He asked again. "Move" "I'm not fucking moving until you tell me" I took a step back because he was too close to me. "Anywhere but here" I wanted to kick him so bad. "Your not going anywhere" with that he walked passed me and before I could process anything he took my suitcase and dumped everything out. Everything. I was livid. "Why the hell would you do that?!" His eyes..they were different. Foreign. I didn't know what it was, but there was something different about him. "Your not fucking leaving" he took one last look at me and headed out the closet. "I hate you." He stop dead on his tracks. He didn't turn around but his head turned to the side. "What did you say?" I felt the tears building up again. Please please don't cry. I beg myself. "I hate you" I repeated. didn't even notice my hands where shaking. He finally turned around I saw something in his eyes. Sadness? Hurt? It vanished quickly and was replace with anger. "And I feel the same toward you" I didn't know what it was but my body felt as if it lost control. Storming passed him. Fast. I was leaving. I'm so tired of the way he's acting and I don't want to hear anything else. I wanted to go- anywhere. I made my way downstairs. I heard footsteps rushing downstairs. My keys my keys- where the fuck Are my keys? I remembered I threw it on the table. But it wasn't there. "Are you looking for these?" I whip around and saw my keys dangling from his fingers in the air. "Give it back" Matty chuckled then shoved them in his pockets. "I said your not leaving, unless you want to walk in the cold? Go right ahead, but uhh I don't think you'll fancy it very much" "Matty.." My voice cracked. No no no. "I hate you so much.." Tears started pouring out. i wanted to crawl in a hole and hide away. one thing i dislike about myself is crying in front of people, and I wasn't going to let matty see me like this. Weak. Fragile. Vulnerable. I ran to the door before he could see My face. quckly Unlocking the door I opened it, but it slam shut. His hands were on the door keeping me from opening it. I was going to cry. "Please leave me alone" my head rested on the door. The tears fell from my eyes blurring my vision. Hands were on my side and his head was on my back. "Don't go (YN)..." Desperation filled his voice. I can't stay, after the things that were said, he can't take it back.."baby look at me.." I didn't move, because I couldn't. I literally couldn't. My breathing became ragged, my hands were shaking bad and I didn't even notice until I felt his embrace pulling me close. No. "Answer me-" "get off me!" I pulled his arms off me and spun around facing him. I guessed I looked really bad because his face had regret written all over it. "I don't want to ever see you again, I rather have someone tell me they hate me instead of constantly manipulating me, Was I wrong for saying the things I said? Okay yes! but you didn't have to make me feel like shit for caring too much about you" I didn't realize I was shaking even more. My face was wet from all the tears. And I probably looked like a mess. Matty's body engulf me into a tight hug. "I hate you..I hate you so much" sobbing completely into his chest "get off of me!" I shouted, but still he didn't let me go instead he sat down; with me in his arms. "I'm so sorry..this-this is all my fault" he rub my back soothing me. I don't even know how long we were there sitting until my body was shutting down on me. I was tired, exhausted, drain, everything. "I'm- I'm sorr-" "shh.. Don't talk, you need to rest" silence. I felt him lift me up, we were going upstairs. He sat me down on the bed putting the blanket over my body. Seconds later I heard shoes being kicked off and the bed dipping from behind me. He got in wrapping his arms around me from behind (spooning lol)I could smell his cologne which Relaxed my muscles. I turn around so that now I was looking at him, but he was already staring back.. His eyes..hair..lips.. Were perfect. He was perfect. I couldn't read his expression though. "I don't deserve you (YN)" "don't say that." I replied quickly. I brought my hands up to his face caressing his cheek. We stayed looking at each other for a while, he hesitated leaning in but did anyways. his soft lips brushed mines. I deepen it then pulled back. "I love you so damn much (YN) so so much.." "I love you too matty" he kissed my forehead holding it there for a while then my nose and then a peck on the lips. I moved closer to him closing my eyes soon drifting off to sleep...