c • r • u • s • h // ryland storms

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He saved my life, twice. That's why I owe to him.

I'm 'bout to ruin the Ozone
I know you're sitting alone
I made mistakes with these white lines
And I'm clouded by all of the smoke
I don't think I'll ever get sober, no
I don't think I'll ever get sober

I'm bored out my mind again
If you need some company, call your friends
You told me I'm sick in the head, yeah
The sickness began with the meds
I might just jump off the ledge or drown in alcohol again
She said, "Don't forget I owe you one"
I need some reasons to live, maybe you could show me some
She told me she loved me but I do not deserve your love
The same person that I need is the one I'm running from
I don't know why
I'm 'bout to ruin the Ozone
I know you're sitting alone
I made mistakes with these white lines
And I'm clouded by all of the smoke
I don't think I'll ever get sober
I'm 'bout to ruin the Ozone
I know you're sitting alone
I made mistakes with these white lines
And I'm clouded by all of the smoke
I don't think I'll ever get sober
I don't think I'll ever get sober
I'm 'bout to ruin the Ozone
I know you're sitting alone
I made mistakes with these white lines
And I'm clouded by all of the smoke
I don't think I'll ever get sober
I don't think I'll ever get sober
Oh, no, no
I'm feeling numb off of all of these Xans
I know it's time that I fucked up your plans
I wish I was more of a man
I wish I was more of a man
Oh, no, you don't understand
I neglected you again
So this song based from what Ryland told me.

Interviewer: That's the talent. Speaking of vulnerable, let's explain this to us.
Lana:  This song for Ryland, that's the only explanation I can do. Lyrics are speaking for me.
(Selena Gomez-Vulnerable)
If I gave you every piece of me, I know that you could drop it
Give you the chance, I know that you could take advantage once you got it
If I open up my heart to you, I know that you could lock it
Throw away the key and keep it there forever in your pocket
If I gave the opportunity to you, then would you blow it?
If I was the greatest thing that happened to you, would you know it?
If my love was like a flower, would you plant it, would you grow it?
I might give you all my body, are you strong enough to hold it?
If I show you all my demons
And we dive into the deep end
Would we crash and burn like every time before?
I would tell you all my secrets
Wrap your arms around my weakness
If the only other option's letting go
I'll stay vulnerable, yeah
I'll stay vulnerable, yeah
I'll stay vulnerable
If I hand you my emotions, would you even want to take it?
(Would you even want to take it? Yeah)
If I give you all my trust, then would you fumble it and break it?
(Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm)
If I let you cross my finish line, then would you wanna make it?
(Would you wanna make it? Would you wanna make it?)
I think I'm ready, won't you come and flip the switch and activate it?
(Ooh)
If I show you all my demons
And we dive into the deep end
Would we crash and burn like every time before?
I would tell you all my secrets
Wrap your arms around my weakness
If the only other option's letting go
I'll stay vulnerable, yeah
I'll stay vulnerable, yeah
I'll stay vulnerable
If I show you all my demons
And we dive into the deep end
Would we crash and burn like every time before?
I would tell you all my secrets
Wrap your arms around my weakness
If the only other option's letting go
I'll stay vulnerable, yeah (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'll stay vulnerable, yeah (oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
If I show you all my demons
And we dive into the deep end
Would we crash and burn like every time before? (I'll stay vulnerable)
I would tell you all my secrets
Wrap your arms around my weakness
If the only other option's letting go
I'll stay vulnerable