c • r • u • s • h // ryland storms

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My friends, Sway Boys usually don't like someone easily. We are the kind of people that your mother wouldn't let us be friends with. When Riley first came, all my boys knew I still love Kio, that's why they hated Riley.

Welcome to the room of people
Who have rooms of people that they loved one day
Docked away
Just because we check the guns at the door
Doesn't mean our brains will change from hand grenades
You're lovin' on the psychopath sitting next to you
You're lovin' on the murderer sitting next to you
You'll think, "How'd I get here, sitting next to you?"
But after all I've said, please don't forget

  Of course we are not psychopaths or murderers. This part written just to scare Riley. Oh, except Bryce, he is definitely a psycho.

All my friends are heathens, take it slow
Wait for them to ask you who you know
Please don't make any sudden moves
You don't know the half of the abuse
We don't deal with outsiders very well
They say newcomers have a certain smell
Yeah, trust issues, not to mention
They say they can smell your intentions
You're lovin' on the freakshow sitting next to you
You'll have some weird people sitting next to you
You'll think "How did I get here, sitting next to you?"
But after all I've said, please don't forget
(Watch it, watch it)
All my friends are heathens, take it slow
Wait for them to ask you who you know
Please don't make any sudden moves
You don't know the half of the abuse
All my friends are heathens, take it slow
(Watch it)
Wait for them to ask you who you know
(Watch it)
All my friends are heathens, take it slow
(Watch it)
Wait for them to ask you who you know
(Watch it)

Why'd you come, you knew you should have stayed
(It's blasphemy)
I tried to warn you just to stay away
And now they're outside ready to bust
It looks like you might be one of us

  This part wasn't in song, I wrote this part after second dinner with Riley. She is definitely my type, she is can be the next Sway Girl. You know I'm the first and only Sway Girl.

Interviewer: We happy that you're good with your ex boyfriends new girlfriend. There is a weird song, Bury a Friend. Can we talk about it?
Lana: Ah, I knew this was coming. Okay, we can talk.
(Billie Eilish-Bury A friend)
Lana

This voice was the closest tone to the voice in my mind. Actually I have a song named Control and I explained my situation in there but I never officially said that. I'm schizophrenic. Even Addison wasn't know about it. There is voices and images in my head. Sometimes I get so scared but I think I learned living with that.

What do you want from me? Why don't you run from me?
What are you wondering? What do you know?
Why aren't you scared of me? Why do you care for me?
When we all fall asleep, where do we go?

Actually I was hating Bryce. He blackmailed me, that's why I had to date him. This seven months was the worst days of my life. I always questioned myself, what the hell he wants from me? I couldn't find the answer, he said he loves me but I never trusted him, how can I trust him after everything he done?

Come here

Say it, spit it out, what is it exactly
You're payin'? Is the amount cleanin' you out, am I satisfactory?

He was just using me and I was thinking like am I satisfactory? Am I only a sex slave?

Today, I'm thinkin' about the things that are deadly
The way I'm drinkin' you down
Like I wanna drown, like I wanna end me