Forbidden Love

Simula

Simula

Dreams

Every little girl's has a dream, and a little girl at my age dreaming to have a complete family, that there's a Mom, a Dad, a big brother big sister baby brother and sister.

And in my situation it will always be a dream, i will never have it. Sad but true.

"Yska get down here your Tita's and cousins are here c'mon sweetie mingle with them."

A sweet voice of my Lala echoed down the tree house where i am hiding. From a far i heard my cousins laughing at each other like they are always happy in the life what they had, that i always dream to have.

"Lala im fine here don't worry about me." I yelled from here.

"Mama where's Anyska?" it's Mommy Martha's voice. She's my Dad's younger sister and probably my second mom.

"Mommy Martha im here." lumabas ako sa tress house na pinag tatago'an ko.

Ever since I always dream to have a big family I dream to have a caring mom, a lovely Dad and also having a protective brother, a big sister that will fight for me and baby brother and sister that I could play with.

But then God had given me a family that I want but not heartily given. Fate don't want me to be happy either lage syang malupit sakin and my own parents proved it to me.

My mom left me when I was young, very young. I was one year old when she left me to with my Dad's family.

"Ikaw na bata ka kanina kapa namin hinahanap halika kana your cousins are waiting for you c'mon come down there." kinarga nya kaagad ako ng maabot nya na ako.

I almost had my last two step in our tress house lader.

"Tamommy im big already you don't have to carry me." maktol ko.

"Anong big girl pinagsasabi mo, no hindi kapa big sweetie and please don't grow up too fast." she pleased me.

Papasok na kami ng mansion ng narinig ko yung mga tawanan ng Tito at Tita ko.

"Oh nag papakarga ka parin hanggang ngayon, come tito give me big a hug." it's Tito Phil, he spread his arms inviting for a tight hugs.

I hugged him tightly.

"So how's school darling?" aniya.

"It's fine Tito I received a new medal and im still a dean's lister." masiglang saad ko.

"Ow! That's good so tell me what do you want?" aniya.

I want a happy family. But then again i can't voice it out hanggang sa isipan ko na lang yun. Although for me they are also my family, pero mas pinangarap ko parin talaga yung may Mom na nag bi'breed ng buhok ko nag aasikaso ng everyday routines ko at Daddy na mag hahatid sa school.

"Im fine with you here having a short visit Tito." utas ko.

"Ikaw talagang bata ka." he patted my head of amusement sabay iling.

I really dreamed to have a loving mommy like Tita Martha but still she never failed to express how much she love me, Tita Martha is a widowed wife. Her husband died in the plane crash and she only survived. That's the most painful thing have happened to her.

And after a month my Dada dies because of heart attack we're all mourned to his death it's so unexpected kaya laking gulat namin sa nangyari but still we had to accepted it. And now we're all good back to being happy again.

Hinatak naman ako ni Angelo papunta sa isa kung pinsan na kakambal nya na si Ayumi naka upo sa patio at nag lalaro. Ayumi and Angelo is my closest cousin, although lahat naman sila pero mas close ako sa dalawa. And of my other cousins is in the States summer payon uuwi eh like the usual.