✨For Karol ✨

It all started on Pinterest when I met my best friend, my sister through heart, Karolwryther.

Ever have an argument, playing or otherwise in the comment section over best bois?

Well, that's what we did. Karol and I.

It ALL started on a Loki post where someone was saying Loki was about a teenager to Asgardians and we were claiming to marry him. (Silly I know, but it was loads of fun) and we were ready to challenge each other for the right to his heart.

I was game, and so was she. And we continued to gabble over who was worthy enough.

Feeling like we should stop torturing the poor people who were being spammed with our fun war, we took it to the DM's on Pinterest and finished our war with a truce.

Sort of.

I mean, Loki is awesome and totally mine Karolwryther since you're all into Bucky Barnes now teehee.

But anyway afterward we got to know each other more, asking about fandoms, books and music.

We continued to talk over Pinterest until it became daily, our bond starting to grow as we felt like we knew each other well enough to take a next step by sharing numbers.

And then by doing that, we were able to bond even more.

We shared so much in common, understood each other where our families didn't quite get. And even though we were far apart, we were connected through our sisterly love.

We've shared our fangirling moments, joyful moments, sad moments and boring moments.

I've never connected to someone so much through the internet. And never have made a better friend then Karolwryther.

I even got her into Wattpad, helping to encourage her to share her amazing gift of very talented writing. Because I wanted her to be able to experience that through this app so I could help support her.

Karol is such an amazing person, she's beautiful and smart, caring and wise, headstrong and fun...

And I miss her.

I miss you Karolwryther so much, you deserve the world... and I'm sorry we're separated like the way we are now...

Cuz you see, the hard thing about having online friends... is sometimes, our parents don't approve.
And I understand why.

But Karol is smart and I know she can judge someone well enough after several months. And now I don't know if I'll ever be able to talk to her again...

Karol, who's made me laugh and smile and feel confident and happy like no one else, because she understands me. Like I understand her.

What we have is a pure friendship built on marvel, pjo, B♾KS, fandoms, imaginary boyfriends, personalities and so much more.

All because I commented on a Loki post and she decided to challenge it.

I have never been so glad to comment on a Pinterest post then when I did when I found Karol. And I know she feels the same.

So Karolwryther's parents if you're reading this or just maybe anyone out there, just know that it IS POSSIBLE to gain a TRUE FRIEND ONLINE. Sure the net is dangerous and full of fake creeps, but true connections made through a phone, computer or tablet the way you just know? That can't be faked.

You FEEL IT. YOU KNOW IT. YOU MAY QUESTION IT. And that's ok, it's good to be cautious and careful... but if you come back and you take that little extra step to know someone, DON'T BE AFRAID.
(Just don't share too much tho- your personal info is still valuable. XD)

Karol took that step and I felt like I could trust her, this was built off months of talking to each other daily through Pinterest. It took well earned time.

And I know that every second was worth it.  EVERY DAM SECOND.

I might not be the best person for friends, and I might not know what's the best decision to do for a situation like this, but I do know I'm here for you Karol whenever you return...

Having internet friendships can be hard... but it's all worth it in the end if you'll stick with each other even if you can't communicate because of disapproval of your parents.

I'm proud that you Karolwryther were brave enough and did the right choice to tell your parents (as did I) about our friendship... I'm sorry it didn't turn out the way we wanted.

But maybe, one day in the future, we'll get to meet face to face. And go hang out Barnes and Noble and go eat sweets to our heart's desire.

That'll be a while, I know it will... but I'll satisfy myself remembering our good times and our sad ones, supporting each other and cheering for one another until we talk again.

Cuz I know, as do you, that OUR FRIENDSHIP IS STILL STRONG, RIGHT TO THIS MOMENT AND MORE.
Or quite possibly, you may have moved on, and that's okay too.

Life happens, it's a current of water, wind, earth and fire. It's the Stars and the dust that make us who we are. It's the mortality of how short our life to make a difference on this earth gives us.

And sometimes that means even the best friendships trickle into sand.

So whatever life throws at either of us, I'M HERE.

ALWAYS.

And always know that I'm here.

For Karolwryther~