My Brothers Hate Me|| BTS (COMPLETE)

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Jungkook's POV

"Y/N" I sob as I hug her teddy bear. I sit at the corner of my room as I stare at Y/N's letter for me, laying inches away from me. I'm to much of a coward to open it. I miss her. I continue to sob as I clutch onto Y/N's teddy bear, as if my life depends on it. I sob, regretting every single I did to her

Man up Jungkook, open the letter

Finally gathering the courage I have I loosen my grip with the teddy bear as I reach for the envelope. I carefully open the envelope, bringing the paper. I set the envelope down as I carefully unfold the paper

Dear Jungkook Oppa

My brother closets to my age, who also happens to be a cute bunny! How are you oppa? I hope after I'm gone your still together with Ara unnie, you two look cute together! Oppa, are you happy now? Now that I am gone, there is no one bothering you. I'm guessing by now you know me and Ara are friends now, and I understand if you don't like that oppa. Remember when we were kids oppa? you would always tell me that you want me and your future girlfriend to be friends? or do you remember the time we ran away from Jin oppa to go get ice cream when the three of us went to the park? We almost gave him a heart attack because he thought he lost us, right oppa? Good times. I hope you are happy now oppa. And remember oppa, I forgive you for what you did.

I hope you and Ara will be together oppa! Always watch over yourself and our brothers oppa. Saranghae!

-Y/N

A sad smile find it way to my face when she mentioned the time where we ran away from Jin hyung but soon disappears. I continue to cry while hugging her teddy bear.

Y/N, Jungkoook oppa is sorry. Jungkoook oppa also loves and misses you. I hope you are happy, wherever you are. I hope you, eomma and appa are watching over us now. And your oppa is sorry for everything I did to you. I abused you, I abused my sister, I abused our sister, the princess of the family. The one who should be getting the most love was the one who got the most hate

More tears suddenly suddenly fell as I remember the horrible things I did to her

Flashback

"You shitty bitch how dare you spill water on Ara?!?"I screamed as he slapped Y/N hard that it made her fell on her knees. Ara pulled Y/N's hair making her face bare and visible, I took the chance and kicked Y/N's face that made her nose bleed

"I'm so sick of you bitch can't you just do one simple thing without mistakes?!??" I screamed as I punched y/n's face as her lips busted  "O-oppa it w-was a m-mistake" Y/N stuttered

"When will you learn a lesson Y/N-ssi?" Ara said as she slapped Y/N once more as Y/N TRIED  stand up, but fails. She wiped the blood off with her hands

"I can't wait for the rest to come back home so we can beat the shit out of you" I laugh as I warp my arm around Ara "Just die bitch and ME and MY BROTHERS will live peacefully" I added, emphasizing the word 'me' and 'my' I grab Ara's hands and walk out of the house, leaving her on the floor crying

End Of Flashback

I cry even more as I clutch on Y/N's teddy bear for the hundredth time. After a few minutes of crying in the corner I stood up with the bear in my arms. I hid the letter somewhere safe. I lay down on my bed, hugging the teddy bear as I continued sobbing

Our poor Y/N didn't deserve to suffer at a young age. She didn't deserve getting called a slut or anything, she didn't deserve to get bullied. She deserves to live, enjoy her teenage life, but because of us she couldn't even hang out with friends without getting abused after. I started hiccuping as more tears flow down. I hugged the teddy bear tighter. 

Y/N..................

Come back to your bunny oppa