Hi, My name is Nairouz, Im 19 soon to be 20 in a few days. This story or reality call it whatever youd like is about a person very very important to Me, Cina.
Let Me start by saying this first, in case you know Me personally Im sure you used to call Me Cina and you probably never known My real name only if Id told you, and in case youre wondering why am I writing this as if Cina is not Myself well its the truth. I am not Cina.
If at a certain point youll think Im over reacting or being too dramatic please stop reading, Ive never been taken seriously My entire life so only this once I want whoever reads this to believe in what I say and I hope Ill believe it Myself and Ill find the right words to express what I want to say. When it comes to talking about Myself and My life I really lose My tongue and My ideas just go blank. This is the very first time Ill be very honest about Me. This is the first time Ill be dealing with the issue that is My own life and not somebody elses.
Why now ? why so suddenly ? well I dont want things to get more twisted than what they already are in My head, plus I finally got the strength to do so, so I would very much like to start now and hopefully finish as well and maybe this will help Me know who I am.
I take birthdays, numbers, years, mythology, religion, signs all very seriously, so I guess the fact that Im gonna be twenty is a few days also helped a lot in making Me start writing, I hope by that time Ill feel a little better and less crazy, so here I go.
