Part One. Leaving My Horrible Home!

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*My Point Of View*

All I am is just a young teenaged girl who likes to do her own things, when my Mum left me because my Dad wasn't who he used to be she left me behind with a horrible monster and all I wanted to do was travel the world to be reunited with my Mum again and too feel safe but will that happen? 

I started to enjoy going to college after finally finishing my horrible exams and getting very good grades because I wouldn't let anybody get in the way of achieving what I wanted. But this all suddenly started to change after a year into College, I started missing days/weeks and then eventual it became Months. My Dad changed into a horrible Monster, he started drinking more, but after drinking everyday/night after my Mum left he started taking it out on me, he was abusing me, making me feel like it was all my fault and I started to believe it.

I was that type of teenager to have both parents still married and I thought I had everything I ever wanted, this all turns around when my Dad looses his job and starts becoming angry and couldn't hold his temper in. My Dad always wanted to make sure me and my Mum had everything and anything we ever wanted, which we did for 16 years of my life, but something or someone changed my Dad and me and my Mum couldn't handle it. my very own flesh and blood changed, 

Enough about how much my life sucks at the moment for not having my Mother around me to protect me and make me feel like a Human again and allowed me to go College, enjoy a night around a friends and also allow me to have a love life, but my Mum left me, she just got up in the middle of the night and come morning time it was too late to find her, she changed her number and left no note, why would she do this, why would she tear a family up that had everything going for them? I wish I had all the answers to this, but I don't it's making me tired and useless, Who knows I could I bump into her if I run away soon? Tonight? Tomorrow? This is my one and only chance to make things better for myself, But there's a horrible feeling of guilt inside me, what if I leave my Dad alone, it'll ruin him? I shouldn't be feeling this way but I do. he's my Dad my very own Flesh and Blood. 

My Dad wasn't home so I went around the house looking for spare change to help me get out of this horrible place I couldn't call my home anymore. I remembered I hid money away, just so I can survive, there must be about £500-600 don't ask how I saved that, at least this money comes in handy. I shoved that into a pocket of a coat I'll wear when I leave later on tonight. I grabbed 2 suitcases from under my bed and started throwing things ill need in there for my big adventure. 30 minutes later everything I need is packed into the suitcases, now I just need to plan how to escape and when, I've never felt so scared in my life, but I need a change in my life, something to focus on and help me gain my self-esteem back and live like any normal teenager. 

It's 11pm my Dad wont be home for another 3 hours yet, maybe I can plan my escape now, so when he's home I wont have to put up with his punching, kicking, pulling etc. I grabbed the suitcases and walked slowly downstairs in case he came home early, the house was silent and the lights were off downstairs, I got to the bottom of the stairs when I heard loud shouting outside, My dad's home early, I run for the back door and quickly open it and shove my stuff outside in the backyard. I silently closed the door and walked back into the house going towards the fridge when my Dad shouted me angrily.

*Reality* 

Dad: "EBONY WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU, YOU STUPID BITCH" He shouted angrily and drunk.

Ebony: My heart started races and I start feeling scared, my Dad walks in the kitchen and notices me and he stares straight into my eyes.

Dad: "What the hell do you think you're doing in here, you should be upstairs rotting, you horrible piece of scum, get out my sight" He said Angrily

*I had to walk past him to go back upstairs i brush my arm against his and he calls my name, so I turn my head slightly and i felt a cold hard slap go across my face, It stung so bad I had to force the tears to stay in my eyes, so it doesn't show how weak I'm becoming in front of him. I walk upstairs and walk into my room, i jump on my bed and begin to start crying, I start hugging my pillow tighter when I heard a massive crash on the floor and everything went silent, I begin to wonder what the hell had happened so I slowly creep downstairs. I noticed my Dad lying on the floor, he looked like he was in so much pain, but all I can think to myself "Do I go over to him or do I make my run before he gets back up?"*

*My Point Of View*

I slowly head towards the back door, I grab my shoes and coat which is hooked up and take one more look around the kitchen and living room. I take one more look at my Dad who's lying on the floor, he's either asleep or he's knocked himself out again. I feel a little tear stream down my face and then a load more forced their way out, but it didn't hold me back anymore. I put my shoes and coat on and slowly opened the door. I grabbed my suitcases and headed out the gate in the backyard. I continued down the road waiting for a bus to catch into town so I can go straight to the train station. This is finally my chance to change my life around but where will I go? There's so many places to choose from, but I made my pick, the place I've always wanted to go and the City where I've always wanted to live. London!

I grab my ticket at the Train Station. It's the last Train to London tonight. I hop onto the Train and noticed it was just me and a Elderly couple. I see them smiling and laughing together, is that what being in love is like? Will I ever feel that? I just take a look outside the window as the Train speeds past the small little City I'm in. I always thought being in Worcestershire would make me feel safe and keep the loving friends and family I have. But instead the place gives me so many bad memories and doesn't make me feel like it's home anymore. After being on the Train for 3 hours I finally end up in London. I look around the place and noticed how big the City actually is. Where would I find work? Where would I live? Is it hard to get a job here in London? No it couldn't be.

*Reality*

I slowly walk around London and see a hotel. I walk up to the main doors and look at the receptionist she gives me a welcoming smile.

Receptionist: "How can i help sweetie?" She looks at me not knowing what to say as

Ebony: I don't really know how to be social able anymore. "How much is it to stay here?" I say shyly.

Receptionist: "For one night it's £20 and for a whole week it's £140." I smile and the young girl looked shocked at how cheap it is.

Ebony: Maybe staying here for a week will help me find a job etc. As I'm paying the receptionist the money to stay for the whole week, I hear the doors swing open and a few boys come in loudly and singing. They all sounded perfect and had such amazing voices. I look back at the Lady and she looked shocked and was starting to squeal a little. I looked back to see 5 boys and 1 Security Guard. Okay so these boys are famous but who are they? I seen a blonde haired blue eyed boy looking at me smiling, i returned the smile back and slowly started to walk away heading towards my room. I heard footsteps behind me and someone grabs my arm which causes me to jump. I turn round and shout "What the hell are you playing at?" I noticed it was the Blonde haired boy in the boyband. He looked sad and hurt when I shouted at him which made me feel guilty.

Niall: "Sorry, I didn't mean to shout like that" I smiled at her awkwardly and I seen the beautiful girl look guilty.

Niall: "Don't be sorry I shouldn't of jumped you like that, can we start again?" I laugh a little but it was a shy laugh.

Ebony: "Yeah of course, My name's Ebony and I'm new around here what about you?" He lets out a little laugh and looks really confused, but looks deeply into my eyes.

Niall: "My name's Niall, Niall Horan. I'm the Blonde haired, Blue eyed guy in One Direction" She looked at me smiling, I think she doesn't really know who One Direction was or what we do.

Ebony: I looked at him, "Nice to meet you Niall, I should leave you too it, you're friends are waiting back in the lobby for you" I slowly start to walk away, but Niall still followed me to my room. I started too feel a little insecure and a bit scared as to why he was following me. What did he want from me?

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