Love is Pain (Forth&Beam)

Mr Kongthanin's true identity

After spending a few days in the hospital with Beam, a friendly atmosphere developed between the two

The fear that appeared in beam's eyes  when he saw Mr Kongthanin was gone

Mr Kongthanin had told beam that his mother was fine and she is being treated in the  same hospital ,If he takes good care of his health, he will take him to visit his mother

Beam was very happy to hear about his mother ,Beam didn't like taking medicine at all, but he started eating everything quietly at the hope that he would be allowed to see his mother as soon as he recovered.

Beam's mental and physical health was rapidly improving,Mr Kongthanin was happy to see it

Mr Kongthanin did not know if Beam liked roses or not but he brought red roses for him every day because the first day he met beam, he had a red rose petal in his hand so Mr Kongthanin thought he liked red roses.

Mr Kongthanin didn't know what Beam liked to eat but he brought different food for him every day and when beam ate, Mr Kongthanin would look at the expressions on his face and guess what he liked.

Beam didn't say much, he did talk a little,he only spoke when it necessary

Mr Kongthanin had not yet told Beam that he was his father

He wanted to tell Beam everything but he did not have the courage to tell anything because there were a lot of things related to explain, to which Mr Kongthanin had no explanation

Mr Kongthanin wanted to embrace his son as a father  and wanted to tell him that he is his father, But he did not want to lose his baby prince again

he was sure that Beam would hate him

Mr Kongthanin would have tolerated his hatred, But beam's health was not such that he could be put at any risk at that time. ,Mr Kongthanin was afraid that his health would be worse again in hatred and anger to know the bitter reality

So he was silent and wanted to remain silent until beam fully recovered

beam had been looking very happy since this morning because Mr Kongthanin had promised him the day before that he would take him to meet his mother tomorrow

beam stayed up all night, He had not slept all night and had woken up very early in the morning

Beam was looking at watch and door desperately again and again

He would immediately look at the door with every slight sigh

There was a shine and joy in his eyes at the joy of meeting his mother

It is true that his mother was mentally ill , From a very young age, instead of taking care of beam,beam was the one who took care of his mother himself

As a child, beam used to feed his mother food and medicine with his small hands, He washed her clothes and took great care of her in every way

Sometimes it seemed that she was not beam's mother but beam was her mother, But it doesn't matter if she was mentally unstable or what she was like, she was his mother and the only member of his family and beam loved her very much

Even today time was passing very slowly,One minute seemed like an hour

beam was looking at watch when he heard the door open

"Please Please be Mr Kongthanin this time" beam prayed in his heart and quickly looked at the door

Fortunately, it was Mr Kongthanin who opened the door this time, beam greeted him with a big smile

"Oh you are ready.I thought you weren't even awake yet" Mr Kongthanin looked  at beam with a smile

"Let's go to see mama?" Beam didn't even answered him and said in excitement ,he was about to got up from the bed when Mr Kongthanin stopped  him

"Hey wait, be patient, Have breakfast first" Mr Kongthanin looked at him with surprised face

"Okay........" beam looked down in embarrassment with slight smile

Mr Kongthanin smiled to see his facial expressions and he put a small table in front of him and put breakfast on it

beam quickly ate the whole sandwich in just two bites and drank all the juice in one breath

"I am done" beam  wiped his lips and looked at Mr Kongthanin with a bright smile,His eyes were shining with happiness, Mr Kongthanin had seen beam so happy for the first time in these days

"May God always make you smile like this my child " a prayer automatically came out of Mr Kongthanin's mouth to see the innocent happiness on beam's face and Mr Kongthanin hugged him tightly

"T....Thanks uncle" beam  said  in slow confuse voice,beam was surprised at Mr Kongthanin sudden hug ,beam hid his surprise, not understanding why Mr Kongthanin was so suddenly emotional

Mr Kongthanin's grip loosened to hear the word  "uncle" ,he broke  hug and slowly backed away from beam with weak steps,he felt pain in his heart, Deep sadness could be seen in his aged eyes

"Are you okay uncle?" Beam looked  at Mr Kongthanin in confusion

"Let's go to see your mother" Mr Kongthanin  said with a slight smile, hiding his heartache

"Okay!!" beam quickly got up with happiness

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