I hate it.
I really hate it.
The heartbreak...
The lying...
The cheating...
The fake friends...
The mental abuse...
The sadness...
All the pain that is caused from these...
I hate it all
And what makes it worse is the fact that now...
I have trust issues,
Anxiety,
Depression
And even knowing these things people sit here expecting me to be okay...
For me to forgive them...
Of course, I will say I forgive you...
But I will never forget...
I will never forget that feeling of betrayal.
I will never forget all the things you said and did to make me feel pain...
Congratulations!
You did your job.
Want a reward for that?
You can have the blame.
Or maybe you can't...
Because for some reason inside my head...
I still blame it on myself.
You left because I messed up.
You cheated because of me.
You lied because of me.
You pretended to be my friend because you felt bad for me.
You sat there yelling and screaming that it was my fault.
It's always my fault.
But still...
Congratulations!
Are you happy now?
By:RylieAnne Roach
