Jump?

Eight

Zane.
Zane Lynch.

You had a cigarette hanging out your month the first time I saw you.

Black leather jacket on even tho it was almost 80 degrees.
You almost always wore that jacket.
The only time I ever saw you with out it was when you were in my bed.

Anyways I picked you.
I knew you were just as fucked up as me.
I knew you couldn't help me.
I didn't want you to.

I just wanted a reason to jump.
So my dad won't blame himself
And Charlie won't think she could have helped.

They will remember the times I came home hangover and crying over you.

I though you would want them to blame you.

So you could have a reason to jump to.