Trigger Warning

Intro

  Hey, this is kinda the story of my life somethings have been changed such as the names of course as well as some minor things. This all happened many years ago so I don't have the entire memory of what happened then but I kept it as close as possible. All the main parts are what happened in real life though.

  It takes place as me being 8 years old also known as Dissy in the story. When I get older it will change to Ash.

  If you don't like anything about self-harm, depression, anxiety, abuse, etc then I recommend you not read this.  If you get sad or anything else from things like this don't read. be safe and don't read if you don't like this stuff. 

  Characters are my sister (Lilly), my mom (mom), my dad (dad), my grandma (grandma), my aunts (the aunts), my uncles (the uncles), my bros ( jack (older) and max(younger) and of course me (Dissy-Ash)

This isn't my life story like a bio but i story from me own eyes and something i had to live with. I wanted to write it to show all the things i had to go through mainly because i went through just feeling horable about myself, i self harmed I let myself get mistreated by so many people that i thought was love but really wasn't love. Im learning what love is at the moment and trying to figure out right from wrong but its getting a lot better now cuz I have others who love me.

But anyway that's about the story. i hope You enjoy it when it comes out which it wont for a bit but id like to have this for anyone wanting to see the next story. This will be out before the other one due to me not being able to focus on it very much and feeling very bad about myself so i will write this too so you guys have something to read. Im still trying to work on the other story but i cant focus on it very well so sorry for that.

Also I'm releasing this story all at the same time so I'm not going to realise any of the story before I'm done with it.