'The Story Of Us'
~I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us~
As I am listening to Taylor Swift song entitled The Story Of Us a lot of memories flashing back.
~How we met and the sparks flew instantly
And people would say, 'they're the lucky ones'~
I remember the day when we first met. It's in the train station. I am standing and waiting patiently for my destination. Nang bigla na lamang may nasuntok na lalaki sa likoran ko. I immediately turned my head pero kaagad na may pumigil sa bewang ko at idinikit ako sa bakal na hawakan.
"That bastard was about to do something nasty on you miss. Next time avoid wearing this kind of dress. It is too revealing." mariing anito.
Nanlalaki lang ang mata ko dahil hindi ko naman kilala ang lalaking ito.
"Hoy! Nanununtok ka nalang bigla!" reklamo ng bumulagtang lalaki.
"Shut up or else mag-re-report ako sa mga pulis na binastos mo ang girlfriend ko." saad ng lalaking nasa harap ko.
Animo'y hinaharang nito ang katawan sa akin para hindi madikit sa nagdidikitang pasahero.
~I used to know my place was the spot next to you
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on~
And after that, we get along, we used to talk frequently. Kahit sobrang liit na detalye about sa isa't isa ay alam na namin. I thought, we are a best combination.
He court me.
Until we officially in relationship.
We're happy, contented and then all of the sudden a little complication appeared and tear us apart.
~Oh, a simple complication,
Miscommunication leads to fall-out
So many things that I wish you knew
So many walls up I can't break through~
A single tear fall from my left eye. Kahit na nakaraan na 'yon ay napapaiyak parin ako sa mga ala-ala.
I just can't believe that this is really happening.
"Magaling ka lang naman sa maraming tao Xian! Pero 'pag tayo nalang dalawa ano? Laging ganito? You're too busy to even check on me! Tapos kapag madaming tao, you're as good as a perfect man! You're a great pretender! A cheater! Akala mo hindi ko malalaman?" I shouted.
"What the hell are you talking about Bridgette?" kunot noong tanong nito pabalik.
"'Wag mo 'kong ma-what the hell Xian! Nakikipagkita ka parin sa first love mo noong high school. It's Celine right? Kaya halos wala ka ng oras sa 'kin ay dahil sa babaeng 'yon!" I slam the door shut and cried.
~Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're speaking.
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me yeah?
I don't know what to say since the twist of fate, when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks like a tragedy now.~
It's in the wedding party of his cousin. We never talk, kahit ang tumingin sa mata ng isa't isa ay hindi namin kaya. I just hate him that time. I never hear him out and he never explain his side.
Para akong pusang gala na napadako lang sa party dahil lagi akong nasa gilid. Kahit busog na busog ay kumakain parin ako para lang may mapagkaabalahan. While he is busy entertaining his cousin's visitors.
He didn't even bother to look for me and introduce myself as his fiancee that time.
I am so fucked up.
