Heather

Wedding day

Today is the day.

You wish you could just disappear.

You wish you could go somewhere else but here.

You stare at him standing there in front of the mirror, fixing and tidying his suit.

"How do I look?" He asked you with a big gummy smile.

"Normal."

"Babe!"

You giggled.

Trying so much to show that you're happy for him.

"Come here." You said.

He come and stops just a few inches from you.

Fixing his neck tie, you said "You look gorgeous than ever."

"I know."

You smile.

Your eyes met his.

Those eyes.

Those are the eyes of the person you admire.

Those are the eyes that gives you comfort every single time.

Those are the eyes that you want to stare every single moment.

Oh god, why can't it be me and him?

"Y/n, you ok?" He asked.

You force your lips to form a smile.

Knowing if you say a word, you could burst into tears immediately.

You throw yourself into his arms. As if this is the last time you'll ever hug him.

But you break the hug before the warmness can even come.

"I'll go first." You said. Avoiding his eyes and walk towards the door.

"Y/n." He snatched your wrist before you could go.

He hold your hands in his. Looking straight into your eyes.

"I'm very thankful to have a best best friend like you. Thank you for coming into my life. Thank you for always being there when I'm at my worst. Thank you for everything. And thank you so so so much because of you, me and Jennie are getting married today, babe." He winked as he said that one last word.

That's it. That's it right there.

Your eyes is now blurry from the tears filling your eyes. The tears could drop any second.

"I love you." You said. Expecting him to really understand.

"I love you too."

You stare deep into his eyes to find what kind of 'I love you' he meant.

Only to find out a difference between your 'I love you' and his 'I love you'.