Oh, how to begin?
I guess I'll take the path of a story teller, since it's the best way I know how.
My name is Lixian. I'm 15 years old, 5'3, 150 roughly but my weight is getting lower. My goal weight is 122 lbs, or 102. I'm agender, and use they/them pronouns. I'm also asexual and panromantic.
I have PTSD, major depressive disorder, panic disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, and social anxiety disorder. All clinically diagnosed.
Fun times.
As great as that is, life for me seems rather normal. Although my greatest fear is metaphorically smacking me in the face 24/7.
What's my greatest fear, you ask? Oh, just hurting others.
I can't stand it.
Unwelcome and uninvited homicidal thoughts are lovely, however- I attempted suicide because I finally got fed up with my bullshit.
You probably didn't want to read all this, but why would you read something when I explicitly said this would be a little...
Interesting.
Oh well... too late now!
YOU ARE READING
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Non-FictionSimply an account of my history in my life. Yes, all in here is fact, at least from my point of view. This is to gather my thoughts and feelings about everything that has happened so that I can, in the best way possible, talk to my therapist in a cl...
