fake smile

Broken

So this story is about bulling and cutting yourself it doesnt go in detail but its in there also they are based off of people from sanders sides i hope you injoy it.

Hi my name is Luna Virgil I am the "bad guy" I have been bullied my entire life. When I was younger I would have a lot of bruises from the kids at school and I did not want anyone to know I was being bullied so I would wear big hoodies. So that my family would not know or worry. Because i was bullied i did not trust people so as instinct i would be sher i was mean first and i earned the title of the bad guy. My whole family assumes that I have friends and I am
always happy because I hide the fact that I am sad when they are around.
I have a sort of round body freckles, brown short curly hair, round glasses black and purple clothes. I am pretty shy and an introvert. So back to my story I wake up getting ready trying to not look at myself in the mirror. Then running down the stairs greeting my mom and dad and my baby brother that were eating breakfast. The room was warm with happiness and i felt out of place even though i show a happy face doesn't mean i am happy. As i wish my mom goodbye i get ready to get on the bus where i get picked on the most. I brace myself and I step through the door.
As soon as the door closes I get yelled at and even though I hear it every day it still hurts and as I walk the walk of shame to my seat. As i sit down i get on my phone and play some music and i sit there trying to calm my panic attack. And then I see that there is a new kid. She looks so happy and nice she has long brown hair and a cute cat dress and has heart shaped glasses. Even though she might seem nice I have to remind myself that she could be just as mean as any other kid.
She sees me and smiles and brace myself in case she is about to pick on me. Shockingly she comes and sits down and says with the sweetest voice "hey my name is lucie patton! What's your name".
Sorta scared, I answered "um... my name is...."
i mumble "luna virgil"
lucie says " sorry i could not hear you". I breath in for four seconds and then hold it for seven seconds and out four eight seconds.
I reply with a shaky voice " L-Luna V-Virgil".
Her smile got really big and it scared me that she was going to laugh like everyone else.
Instead of teasing me and finding a different seat she smiled and said "That is the prettiest name I've ever heard".
Then as a inxtect backed away and said " no its dumb".
she gets closer and said "no its not and i will physically fight you if you keep talking bad about yourself".
Then she whispered "why is everyone staring at us?"
Then the anxiety attack that was at bay came to the surface and I started to forget how to breathe and I felt my heart pounding out of my chest and I fainted.
When i woke up i was in the nurse's office and lucie and this man that i have never met before and my two best friends marilen janus a short girl with long blond hair and a black and yellow dress. Victor Sanders is a tall guy with a half. shaved head with green hair and a black pants and green shirt. As usual marilen freaked out and said as soon as she saw I was awake "did someone hurt you? did they pick on you again? do me and victor need to murder someone? because I will go get his mace!"
I grin and say "no, no one hurt me don't waste your breath on me considering i am a waste of sp-"
Lucie yells before i got to finish my sentence "you are not a waste of space and i am not wasting my breath on you"
    surprised i replied "why do you care about? me every one except marilen and viktor think i am a waste of space at school."
Lucie looked at me with a worried expression and said "me and gene dont think you're a waste of space".
I tilted my head and said "gene?".
She looked shocked that she forgot to introduce us. She said "oh sorry the boy behind me is Eugene Logan but for a nickname i made for him is gene".
Surprised I said "oh nice to meet you"
in reply he said "solutions it is good to meet you too"
Vicktor introupes and says "don't listen to my brother he is the worst and he does not matter ok so don't give him the time of day".
Lucie and Marilen with death threat eyes and voice said "where is he!"
eugene and vicktor freaked out and i just said with the most calm voice i could muster up "D-don't h-urt .... H-him ok h-he can make f-fun of me all he w-wants even if you s-stopped him you w-won't stop any of the others."
even scarier than the last time said "there's others?"
    Scared I started having a panic attack and Marilen ran over and said "breath in for four seconds .... Hold for seven second ....... Breathe out for eight second ........ Ok, are okay, do you need some water or some food because we have to get to class soon"
I take a deep breath and say "could I have some water and can you help me get up."
She nodded. She went to get some water and Victor helped me get up and Lucie said "I will take you to class when you are ready. I will have to get your books but I will need your combination."
I think and i sorta trust her but i am not sure but it can't be too bad if i give her the combination after i could change it. I replied in a whisper "5743 don't tell anyone except for eugene ok"
She replied "you have my word."
I smile as she whispers "so cute."
I freak out and say "no i'm not."
she got mad and said "i swear you bad talk yourself one more time i will physically fight you"
    I giggle and then she smiles and asks eugen to get my stuff and then i drink some water and i say goodbye to my friend's and i head out with lucie and eugen she asked when i first met Marilen and vicktor and i replied "i met Marilen in 6th grade she was the only person who would stick up for me when people would beat me up and make fun of me. I met Victor in the 7th grade when him and his brother came. His brother is Chris Sanders. He was only mean to me and so his brother came to me because he also got picked on by his brother and of course he started to hang out with us and they have been my friends ever since."
lucie smiled and said "i am glad you had some people to protect you"
i smiled and eugene asked "were you ever physically bullied or just verbally bullied?"