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We took some Tiktoks and posted them on Hype House's original account.

After that I was sitting near the pool with my feet in water. Thinking about how I will break up with Kio.

"Hey babe, you shouldn't be sit out there. It's December and it's cold. You might get cold." said Ryland miming Kio.

"So funny." I said. "When you will stop making fun about him?" That wasn't a real question, I knew the answer, he will never stop.

"When you break up with him." he said. I rolled my eyes. Wish you could know how I'm close to break up him, Ryland.

He came closer and leaned to my face. It's not going good. I leaned back.

"When you will break up with him?" he asked.

"Why do you care this much? Do you think I will date you right after broke up with Kio?" I looked at him into his eyes.

"Break up with your boyfriend." he said. "Cause I'm bored." He kissed me. Again.

I wanted to kiss him back but not before breaking up with Kio. I get rid of his lips.

"Are you fucking crazy? Didn't you think what will happen if someone see us? At the first time I said he is high, he doesn't know what he is doing but now you're sober Ryland. And you are in an age that you can think reasonable and take the responsibility of your behavior. You got beaten at the Halloween party, wasn't that enough?" I said with anger but I wasn't angry to him. I was angry to myself cause there was a chance to kiss him but I didn't. I'm not a betrayer, I need to get rid of Kio first.

"If we could turn back that night, your birthday party, I would still kiss you. If we could turn back the Halloween night, I would still fight for you. I'm not regretting about anything I've done for you." he put his hand to my cheek."When you will stop denying that your in love with me? When I kissed you, I could feel your body is burning with desire. You want me more than anything."

You got a point Ryland. Congrats you examine my body language very well.

"You're delusional." I hissed and left.

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At the night I was sitting in Mads's garden. Kio,Bryce, Anthony,Avani, Kenzie, Isaak,Josh with her new girlfriend Nessa,Jaden and Griffin came for barbecue. I mean everyone except Addison.While Kio and Griffin making barbecue I was talking with Mads and Jaden. I told them everything, including my dream.

"Then break up with Kio." said Mads. " Set yourself free."

Then Kio came and hugged me. "You look so beautiful in the moonlight." I felt bad for him, while I was talking about breaking up with him, he was watching me and thinking how beautiful I am. You're making saying goodbye is harder Kio.

"Are you in good terms with Addison?" asked Kio. "Yes, why?" I answered.

"So let's call her and invite."

"Okay." I said. I called her and invited. A few minutes later she came.

"I'm happy that you invited me." she said.

"Of course I would invite you, you're my sister silly." I said with a smile.

She hugged me and Griffin took some photos of us.

(photo credits:addisonexrae on Instagram)

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>Lanarae: love ya mom
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>Lanarae: So funny bitch
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      I scared and starting to look around when I saw this comment. Emilia Frank? Is it her account really? I deleted the comment and hoping I'm hallucinating.

    After barbecue, Jaden and Mads went to Mads's room. Addison went to Sway House with boys and Kio wanted to stay with me.

    As we entered the room I took my pullover off to wear my pajamas.

   Then I saw Kio is watching me. I looked at him. I saw the pure love and lust in his eyes. His pretty green eyes went darker and darker.

   I leaned forward to his face and smashed my lips on his without thinking. He put his hands to my waist and make me sit on his lap. He broke the kiss and put his forehead to mine. Our lips was inches away. "I love you and I wanna marry you."

    Marrying? With me? Are you sure about that? He kissed me, I kissed him back too but I was thinking about his love. He really loves me, he wanna marry with me. He started to sucking my neck causing me turn back to real life.

    "Kio." I said.

    "Hmph?" he murmured while kissing and making hickeys around my neck and chest.

  "Stop." I said.

  "Nope." he said. And he tried to unclasping my bra.

  "I'm serious, Kio stop." I said.

  He stopped. "What happened? Did I hurt you?"

  "No, Kio, I'm hurting you." I get up from his lap and wore my tshirt.

  "Kio, I wanna be honest with you. I don't love you as you love me. I mean I thought we could be good in love but I can't. You loved me so good, I'm appreciate you but I cannot love you more than a friend. The problem wasn't you, it never was.It was me. Me plus me is a problem Kio, I was always like this, you helped for a while but I can't do it no more." I stopped and wiped my tears."I'm sorry Kio, I'm really sorry for hurting you."

    He hugged me. "No, don't cry Lana. Please." He put a strand of hair behind my ear. "I can understand you. If you don't love me there is no need to pretend and try harder for this relationship. I'm okay with staying friends."

I looked at him and suprised to his pure sweet heart. "Kio, can you please leave me alone?"

"I'll leave you alone if that's what you want." He stopped and wiped his tears causing me wanting cry more. "Is that what you want?"

I nodded sorely.

"You know why I'll leave you alone? Cause I care about your feelings more than mine." he said his voice is cracking.

"Kio, thank you." I hold his hand. "For everything. I'm wishing the best for you." I kissed his cheek and he left my room.
I layed down to my bed and started to staring at ceiling.

"He will be okay." I said. "He will find someone who deserves his love and kind heart."