Confess?

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Alone, in my thoughts
Alone , within the fog
Waking alone in the dark
Walking with no voice in mind
Someone to talk to
Someone to liberate me

All alone with a weight in my mind , seeking  someone to come and save me
Current destination, Abyss , a confession to save me
A talk I don't want. Afraid? Ashamed? Both or more
The fog so thick all decisions seem to lead to the same result ,
The light , I haven't seen
The darkness I'm heading to.
Current location unknown, stuck at crossroads left or right, red or blue, yes or no
A confession but to who? A wall done that. A friend been there, the sky done that
Writing it down now
So vague, I see the shame waving at me while I write, right to think this cloud isn't a one-off

Alone in the writing
Alone in my thoughts
Walking with no voice in mind
Walking with sorrow in sight
Something to lift my spirit
So low, tired even before waking up

Taking it all alone, let it out, liberate
The weight will keep you where you are, at a lost
Past I don't ponder, the present I ignore
The future, no where in sight, I'm nowhere to be found
Only thing keeping me at bay are the pillars I set
Without, the abyss my new home
Far from where the heart is
Home is where the heart is
Still seeking my heart's home
Current home, somewhere far
Should I seek it? Should I confess?
Ashamed    afraid    Scared
We all need someone to lean on
Mind it to keep you afloat
Alone in space
Walking to seek home
Someone liberated me

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 05, 2020 ⏰

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