But, he looked a little worse. His fur was more matted than before, and he had remnants of sickness on him. Barnacles, though, took no notice of this, and sat with Peso for a while, explaining the situation.

That night, Peso couldn't sleep. He glanced over at the empty cot next to him. He'd heard the nurses talking.

The same sickness that plagued him had taken the life of the little girl that once laid in that cot.

Peso rolled over, and tried to go to sleep. This time, it was more than sickness keeping him up. It was fear. And hatred. His father was still tormenting him...

And being a medic meant he knew the stakes. Fear gripped at him. He just wanted to be home...

Snow Bear, as if sensing his friend's distress, flopped over, resting against Peso's head. The little penguin held him close, knowing Snow Bear was beside him for good. It was so nice to have company...

He fell fast asleep, holding Snow Bear tighter than ever, remembering all those tough times  Snow Bear had gotten him through...


Snow Bear stayed beside Peso for the surgery. He felt sick and dirty, but so happy, because he knew Peso was getting better.

It was sickening to watch, but Snow Bear knew his purpose: stay by Peso's side.

But toys don't last forever. How much longer would he by Peso's side?


'Peso? You can wake up now.' Peso's eyes fluttered open. He carefully sat up, but cringed and laid back down.

The operation was a success. The drugs had been cleared of Peso's system, and the treatment was working. But, now he felt dizzy, and he still hurt all over. He laid back down and closed his eyes.

"Let's let him sleep." Nurse Celly instructed Barnacles. "The more he sleeps the better." She caught sight of Snow Bear and sighed, picking him up. Barnacles cringed, seeing Snow Bears state. "We'll have to give him a wash."

"We already did." Nurse Celly informed him. "He still has remnants of illness plaguing him. If he can't be disinfected, Peso might get sick all over again." Barnacles brows furrowed. "You can disinfect him...right?"

"Well try." Celly sighed. She knew how much this little toy meant to Peso. A friend. A family heirloom. Someone who had been loyal to him, comforting him through thick and thin.

She carried Snow Bear away, where a vat of disinfectant chemicals waited. Snow Bear's cleaning would be hard and thorough.


"NO." Barnacles stated firmly. The last time Peso had been at the hospital, he'd been permanently diapered. He wasn't about to let this visit go wrong as well.

"I'm sorry." The doctor sighed, rubbing his face tiredly. "Snow Bear contains to many germs, chemical remnants and infectants. We couldn't clean him."

"Did you TRY?"

"Yes. It only got worse. The chemicals and disinfectants mixed together."

Barnacles sighed. "Need I remind you how much that toy meant to my son?" 'Not again.' He inwardly moaned. 'Not another loss.'

"I'm sorry, sir." The doctor stated, genuinely. "We did everything we could think of. TWICE. Snow Bear had to be burned."

Barnacles felt his heart clench. Peso would be devastated. That was his favorite toy. His mother's favorite toy. His grandmother had made it herself!

The doctor left. Barnacles wished he hadn't. He wished the doctor were still here, so he could yell at him, let out all his anger and sadness. Snow Bear had basically been a member of the family. Now he was gone.

Peso would hate life forever, because he'd lost his best friend.


"No,." Peso sobbed, suddenly wishing he was still sick. "No. You're lying." Barnacles held him tight. "Peso I'm so sorry. I've already done the best I can." 'Shouldn't have lost my temper.' He thought ruefully, remembering the black eye he'd given the doctor who'd ordered Snow Bear's death.

Normally he wouldn't have done that. But the doctor had made yet another careless mistake.

'For goodness sake, it's just a toy. Go buy another one.'

Barnacles glanced down at the bag by his feet. He had gotten Peso a new toy, like the doctor said, but no one could replace Snow Bear.

"We got you some things." He coaxed, picking up the bag. They'd each gotten Peso a present, to celebrate his getting well.

"I don't want anything." Peso sniffled, wiping his eyes. Barnacles sat down next to him. "I know you miss Snow Bear. We all do. And I know no one can replace him." he nuzzled Peso's head. The child had been crying for ages now. "But, we couldn't resist. We still want you to feel better, Peso." He reached in, and picked up a book. "Inkling found a nice book you might like. Shellington got you a plush jellyfish." he chuckled. "Remember when he got stuck in that jellyfish bloom?"

Peso shrugged, still sad.

Dashi had gotten him a nice stuffed orca, and Tweak found a puppy plush. Kwazii got Peso a toy sea turtle with an eye patch and pirate's hat.

"This belonged to my cousin." Barnacles explained. "he's been through a lot, just like you have. He sent it to me, because he thought you'd enjoy it." He pulled out a familiar cowboy, and placed it in Peso's flippers. The penguin looked down at it, still sad.

Barnacles glanced at the teddy bear the nurses gave to Peso. A hospital bear, they called it. It was brown and fluffy, with golden eyes. it had a bow tie.

It was not Snow Bear.

He left Peso alone for a while, hoping to give him some space. Peso glanced at the presents. He was grateful, but he still missed Snow Bear.

He looked at the Woody doll in his flippers, and gave it  a squeeze. It started to play; 'You've got a friend in me. You've got a friend in me. You've got troubles; I got'em too. There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you. We'll stick together, see it through, cause you've got a friend in me.'

Peso smiled a little, before the frown re-appeared. He placed Woody down with the other toys, and laid down, looking at them for a moment. Without thinking, he found himself holding Woody again.

He wasn't letting anyone take this one from him.

Peso looked around, clutching Woody close. There was a boy two beds down getting a blood transfusion. A girl was rolling around the floor in a go-cart. One girl and her brother shared a bed across from Peso, holding hands. Boy, did they look pale. They were also hooked up to IV's. The boy had an oxygen mask.

"You're my favorite deputy." Peso glanced down. He'd accidentally pulled Woody's string.

A little smile graced Peso's lips, but the sadness was still there.

Woody would take care of him.

Peso held tight to Woody when he was alone in the playroom. He played silently on his bed with his new toys, and read his book.

Snow Bear stayed in his mind. But, somehow, Woody's presence made it easier to bare.

 But, somehow, Woody's presence made it easier to bare

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