Goddess of the courts ~ Haikyuu x tall!Reader x KNB

Chapter XIII: Kise..?

Within a second they lined up

"Ahh thank you again im sorry for intruding!" She apologized to the aida

"Ahh its nothing they get loud a lot and i hope this doesnt happen again" she lightly threatened her team who sweat dropped

"I know all your names already! Kuroko told me all about you guys" You said slightly teasing kuroko who kept his stoic face

"I hope you dont mind but I'll stand off to the side as you have a practice match! I wanna see what your team is made off!" The female first year said walking of to the side with a bright smile

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You stood beside aida as she explained each player best technique's and level they're at

However you're eyes never left a individual with certain red haired he reminded you if yourself

Kagami dribbled past the second year student named izuki breaking pass his defense skill and dunking the ball which left you gleaming in excitement

You admired his skill for basketball with the right training he might be able to suppress you

His teammates complimented him

You stood up along with aida walking into his direction

"Mm i like you!" You said bluntly with a smile looking at kagami who flushed

"Huh? Wha- I-" he mange to stutter out

"You have potential! You remind me of myself with the right training you can probably become at my level but i wont let that happen!" You said with a smile smacking his back in a friendly way all the other teammates couldn't help but to feel jealous
Including a pair of yellow familiar eyes who stared in shock

"Y/ncchi?" The voice said from the shadows

Y/n stood next to kuroko slipping her hand into his and stiffening up mentioning the familiar name 'Kise Ryouta' apparently seirin was going to have a match against Kaijou High school and since this wasn't her team she didn't need to go which lightened her mood

They all turned to loud squealing voices.

'Fuck...' Y/n thought to herself as she made eye contact with Kise who was signing things of to fangirls which the line of girls was spread out all around the gym.

Kuroko looked up a to you in worry noticing your grip tighten "Y/n... are you ok?" He spoke up in worry noticing the girl shake in anger and sadness

"Im fine tetsu.. but i think i should go.." she muttered loosening her grip

"Thats..." Hyūga said over the cheers and screaming coming from the girls

"Its good to see you" kuroko spoke up to kise while still holding onto your hand

"Good to see you" kise replied to kuroko eyeing the two of you

"Kise Ryouta" Hyūga finished off

Y/n wanted to leave and get as far away from him as possible but she couldn't move she felt like time had stop

'Just leave me alone!' The memory of him yelling at her outside their middle school gym echoed throughout her mind

'No.. no.. i need to leave. I cant deal with this' she thought to herself letting kuroko go and rushing to her bag

She clenched her teeth shut ignoring the stares she received

"Y/n? Aren't you going to say hi to your friend?" Aida said to Y/n unsure why shes rushing to get out of the gym

Her e/c eyes pierced into aida's
"He will never be a friend" she mange to say walking out ignoring kuroko's calls out to her

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not even looking back you wandered off ending up behind the school dismissing the growing headache you leaned against the wall dropping the bag onto the floor then yourself to the ground beside it, placing your head in between your knees.

Your breathing began to grow uneven
'Two I've already seen two of those bastards' she thought to herself beginning to feel nauseous thanks to him reminding her about all the things they did to her and what she did to herself

she felt tears streaming down her face as she let out choke sobs she began scratching away at her wrist hoping physical pain would over come and bring her out of all the mental pain her s/c skin was painted with splotches of tainted blood

She couldn't feel her surroundings ignoring the pain she felt against her forearm

"Omg... please please forgive me y/nchii im sorry im so sorry" a voice spoke up as her arms where separated by a grip on her wrist not allowing her to hurt herself even more

"Please just go leave me alone! Kise leave me alone!" She shouted in pain trying to shake out of his grip he grunted in pain but mange to pull her into a hug ignoring her cries to let her go

"Im sorry Y/nchii... im sorry i did this to you... im sorry it was my fault..." Kise let tears stream down his face realizing she was hurting herself because of the pain he and the others caused her

She fought weaker against his grip he talked to him as much as you talked to kuroko they were both your best friends it hurt even more then seeing Midorima

"i hate you! You used me! And left me alone!" Y/n cried her cheeks flushing a bright red with snot rolling down her nose and tears falling down her cheeks

He knows it was his fault, he knows she hates him, he knows he wants her to forgive him, but it's merely impossible

"i know"

"Just... let... me go.." she said with her voice cracking a bit before he knew it she passed out due to exhaustion but he still held her in his arms combing out her h/c hair with his fingers he still apologizing even tho he knew she couldnt hear

At the end of the day
Kise Ryouta despised himself
But still loved her

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A/n: its 3:45 and i was writting while playing mystic messenger dont come at me if it's terrible please comment about any errors or anything i should do to improve my writing
(that doesnt include me writing before 10pm)

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