i am nothing
and no one should love nothing
no one should worry over nothing
no one should care
not about nothing
nothing is not worth it
(isn't that a real doozy?)
i once read a story
about a girl in a red
"i'm just a substitute,"
she said
she lived in the end
i didn't like that ending
i didn't agree with it
with how she let go of that knife
i will live
but i will not be alive
for to be alive is to be remembered
and i am too worthless for that
the least i can do
is make you hate me
the least i can do
is drive you away
i remember feeling this
i remember always feeling this
but
now
it's
differenti always feel like this
but it's never this extreme
(not always)
i remember that girl
and i remember wanting to be her
but people would notice
if i do what i wish
they'll notice
and ask me what's wrong
and if i tell them
they'll think that i'm wrong
(they'll try to fix me
i don't want to be fixed)
a dear friend of mine reads this
i'll tell her to stop
she'll say the same things
they all keep saying the same things
one year ago i wrote to myself
YOU ARE READING
lowercase lament
Poetrya collection of poems, not bound by rules, nor themes, nor length. little pieces of everything, strung together into a calm chaos. a myriad of a stranger and a lover's confessions. a mystery, and a timeless entity.
it always leads back to you
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