Pauwi naku sa samin tila yung langit ay nakikisabay rin sa nararamdaman ko alam n'yo yung masakit? yung alam mong mahal ka niya pero hindi pala pinagpalit kalang pala sa mas mayaman. i admit that my parents is just a lawyer and engineer. and we just have stable life to survive everyday.
All my life i thought she love me, yung alam mong mali na pero pinipilit mo parin yung sarili mo sa taong paulit-ulit kang sinasaktan.
yes ako'y dakilang duwag at martyr paano mahal ko eh.
Ako pala si Luke stevan tan 20 years old, A fourth year college student from Ateneo , A Varsity player at honor students. I compete everyday from other colleges and dahil matiyaga ako nananalo naman ako.
"Ang lakas ng ulan pero wala akong paki alam kahit akoy mabasa pa.
alam nyo ba Kung bakit ako nag kakaganito? Ganito kasi yan
Papunta akong room ng may nakita akong lalaki't babae na nag hahalikan sa loob , fuck! I saw my girlfriend kissing one of my teammates no words to say. Pinuntahan ko sila and I fuck the face of that guy. Syempre makita mo yung girlfriend mo hinalikan ng ibang lalaki hindi mo ba susuntokin?
Puta mundo koy nagdilim .
And i just gave a damn stare to my girlfriend "Sofia". I admit maganda sya at famous sa college namin. Kaya nga naging jowa ko siya dahil mahal ko at i admire her.
Pagka tapos kong suntokin si lalaki umalis agad ako at umuwi kaya hito ako ngayon basang basa sa ulan.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. mamatay na sana ako. "Sigaw ko sa malakas na ulan.
habang nag lalakad ako naalala ko yung mga masasayang araw namin, mahal ba talaga niya ako? or sinagot nya lang ako para mas sumikat siya. Puta par ang sakit.
Luke? Anong ng yari sayo? Ba't ka basang basa? "Beatrix said.
"By the way beatrix is my ex girlfriend. I cheated on her before kaya siguro na karma ako. Pero still shes being nice to me.
No. I'm fine bea. "I said.
Look you're so wet. Baka magkasakit ka? saan ba sasakyan mo? Bat ka naglalakad? Sabi niya.
W-wait? Nalimotan ko pala sasakyan ko.
ano nalimotan ko. " I said.
Alam mo? yung mga gagong lalaki ? Magiging gago habang buhat. She said.
You know what luke? Even u cheated on me? i still forgave you but i didn't gave you any chance para maging tayo ulit.
Alam mo kung bakit? Kasi akala ko kaya mong maghintay. "She said yl looking at me.
If you're broken. Its normal. everyone thou face that thing. kung mahal ka?Gagawa ba ang isang taong ikakasira sa relasyon nyo? Diba hindi?
Kaya nga i realize before na dimoko mahal kasi kung mahal moko bat ka gagawa ng ikakasakit ng puso ko.
"Habang nag sasalita siya para bang na tauhan ako at parang bumalik yung dating ako. Yung dating mahal kopa si Beatrix. Yung mga araw na mahal na mahal ko siya."
Pero gagi haha noon nayon tara na uwi na tayo habang patayo na siya I grab her wrist and kiss her.
Medyu na shocked panga siya pero she kissed me back.
TOMORROW MORNING!!
Pag gising para bang hindi na masakit yung tila alam mong malaya kana.
Para bang hindi ako na apektuhan ng subra sa ginawa sakin ni sofia. I was about to call .beatrix but shes not answering her phone.
Ok? you want to know what happen last night? haha she just left me after we kissed torridly damn.
That lips on her is very soft.
Diko namalayan napangiti na pala ako.
Son? why youre happy? "Mom said.
Nothing mom. Its just i have a great day ahead. "I said. yl smiling.
Okay son the breakfast is ready. "Mom said.
While Im way to school ofcourse hinatid ako ni mom papuntang school kasi na iwan yung sasakyan ko.
So Sofia came to me.
Babe sorry. We didn't mean to do that. "Sofia said.
"Everyone in the campus looking us. damn i hated when people looked at me.
Stop it sofia. Look what you've done. so were over. Dont make me fool again. "I said.
And i left her in front of many students.
Damn rumours will be the next.
I went to the laboratory room for experiment class.
by the way i took med tech. I don't know why but i love it.
While I'm on my way to the next room i saw Beatrix with Jacob dave his one of my bespar before.
I heard them talking...
Please Trix gave me another chance i swear i won't do anything that make our relation broke. "Jacob said.
Dave pls enough you already mean it. so pls get lost. "Beatrix said.
Why Trix is't about Luke huh? do you still love him? after all yo-. "Jacob.
Stoopp Dave enough.
"while crying" please you done so far. and i dont want to feel it again.
About luke we're over. Dont ever mentioned him. parihas lang kayo dave parihas lang kayo mga lalaki. "She said.
Umalis agad ako baka makita nila ako.
Damn. Naging sila pala kaya pala dave didnt show up to me after we broke up.
Traitor ha.
I didn't mean what I've done before. I don't know nasaktan ko pala ng subra si bea before.
Hindi naku pumasok sa 1st class ko at sinundan ko si bea.
Bea wait. " i said
She wipe her tears and tried to smile to me.
Yes luke?" She said.
Sa mga oras nayun wala akong ibang maisip kundi yakapin si bea.
Ni yakap ko siya ng mahigpit
Bea i loved you. "I said.
Wala siyang imik kundi manigas lang sa pagkakayakap ko.
I'm sorry pls gave me another chance.
Pls Sa mga Huling sandali . Sa huling sandali baka pwedi mo akong sagutin ulit sa huling sandali pwedi ba akin kana lang?
Sa mga huling sandali ng aking buhay pwedi tayo nalang pwedi ako nalang, pwedi bang mahalin mo nalang ulit ako . habang sinasabi ko yun iyak ako ng iyak.
Bea.. please love me back
I missed you. "I said yl crying.
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