The Bad Boy Who Fell For Me

PROLOGUE

DISCLAIMER: this is a work of fiction. Names, characters, business, places, events, and incidents are either product of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Ang resemblance to actual person, or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

This story is not afflicted with
AU/RTU/PUP/UST/FEU/other
Universities.

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I was holding a beer while watching the city lights at the balcony of my condo, remembering something from my past that broke my heart so bad.. I took my phone in my pocket to brows at my social media accounts when someone knocked on my door, I stood up and walk towards the door to open it.

"Hi besh!" Im not surprised, it was Aby my bestfriend since grade 8, nag text sya kanina saken na pupunta sya sa condo ko to discuss something about our vacation.

"Hey.." I hugged her and kissed her cheeks

"Ano haharang ka lang diyan? Papasukin mo naman ako aba!" I rolled my eyes and went straight to the balcony again

Hays! Andito na naman ang madaldal kong bestfriend, wala kong ibang gagawin kundi makinig sa kanya the whole night. Well Aby and our friend is the reason kung bakit na lilibang ako sa kung ano anong bagay, I'm glad and blessed that they're here to support and protect me through my ups and downs, sila nalang ang meron ako

"Sasama ka naman sa subic diba?" She asked while looking at the city lights

"Yeah.. Kailan ba yon at sino sino naman ang kasama naten?" I sipped on my beer and wait for her answer. Sarap talaga uminom habang nakatanaw sa city lights, buti nalang nasa 36th floor ang condo unit ko, I have a nice view here in my balcony, Dito ko lagi nag pupunta kapag dinadalaw ako ng lungkot sa nakaraan ko.

"Serioulsy?! Umiinom ka na naman? Ayan na ba nagiging libangan mo tuwing mag-isa ka dito sa condo mo?" She glanced at the bottle of beer in my hand "By the way, it's on my friday na, 5 days and 4 nights tayo sa cristal beach resor—"

"What?! 5 days and 4 nights? May trabaho ako Aby, bakit naman ganoon katagal? Eh alam ko namang mang huhunting lang kayo don ng boys" I laughed sarcastically and looked at her

"C'mon Nathe! Ang kj mo naman! Ako ng bahala kay Daniel sasabihin ko sa kanyang may vacation trip tayo, and besides the whole squad are coming! 5 days lang naman! C'mon maglibang ka naman hindi yung lagi ka nalang babad sa trabaho" She ranted and pinched my cheeks so hard

"Aray ano ba Aby! Fine fine!" Wala naman akong magagawa kundi sumama sa kanila, mukang magiging masaya naman tong trip na to.

Her phone rang so loud, she excused her self to take the phone call.

I looked at the city lights again, tears started to blur my eyes as I remember him, It hurt so bad... It's been years since we broke up, but I'm still here wishing that all this pain will go away.. Mabilis kong pinunasan ang pisnge ko ng maramdaman kong pabalik na si aby sa balcony

"Hey.. I need to go, hinihintay ako ni christop—" Aby stopped talking when her eyes met mine. "Are you o-okay? Why are you crying Nathe! My ghad!" I started to burst out and cry so hard, she hugged me and caressed my hair.. I hugged her back and cry on her chest

"Ang sakit sakit parin besh, tangina! Bakit ganoon? Bakit di ko parin sya makalimutan? Ang saya saya ko naman kapag kasama ko kayo, pero fuck! Pag mag isa nalang ako para kong mababaliw Aby.."

"Stop crying Nathe please! baka mag collapse ka na naman nyan, masama sayo ang umiiyak ng ganyan, did you drink your meds naba?"

I nooded at her and let out a long sighed "You can go now besh, Im okay now.. Ihahatid na kita hanggang elevator. Thank you for visiting me, sasama ko sa vacation don't worry" I smiled at her to convince her that im okay

"Are you sure?" I nooded again, we went outside of my condo and lead her to elevator

"Bye! Take care Aby!" I waved at her as a sign of good bye

Naglakad na ako pabalik ng condo unit ko, tatlong bote ng beer ang inubos ko bago ko nag desisyong pumasok sa aking kwarto. It was a dark and cold room, filled with our memories from the past.. tears started to formed again, I looked at the ceiling and started to cry.. Bat di parin kita makalimutan?

Nagising ako sa sinag ng araw mula sa aking bintana, "ghadd!! Nakalimutan kong isara kagabi" I stood up and reached my phone in my study table. "10am palang naman, mamayang 2pm na ko pupunta ng mall" I went to my kitchen, I cooked my breakfast bacon, egg and fried rice. Tatlong bote lang naman ang ininom ko kagabi kaya hindi masakit ang ulo ko, and besides mataas alcohol tolerance ko. After eating, I took a shower, did my morning skin care, brushed my teeth and put on some makeup. I was wearing high waisted jeans partnered with a black tank-top from forever 21 and 2 inches heels.

After fixing my self, I drove to sm mega mall to buy some bikini's for our vacation in subic. I walked to H&M to find a swimsuits, "Ohh like the pink one! And also this, Ohh shit is that your new designs miss?" I saw it on facebook! Suot to ni Maja Salvador at Nadine Lustre! Omg! I really love it.

"Yes ma'am limited lang po ang stocks namin ng new designs"

"Okay! I'll buy that new designs, thank you! I smiled at her and went to the cashier, when im finally done paying my bikinis, I walked outside the store and bumped with the man "Gosh!! Di kase tumitingin sa dinadaanan eh!!"

"I'm sorry miss! Sorry!" I looked up to see the man in front of me, I stiffened when I saw a familliar face in front of me, hindi ako nakapag salita kaagad sa gulat, what the fuck?! Of all people bakit sya pa makakabangga ko? Fuck!

His wearing a leather jacket, faded ang style ng kanyang buhok, his eyes widened and met mine. Oh! That dark smokey eyes that I used to stared years ago... His ruthless look that makes me fall hard on him ... Fuck! Why are you here Dreb?! Bakit sinasaktan mo nanaman ako..

"Hey.... Nathe, ikaw pala yan. I'm sorry nathe hindi ko sinasadya" he looked at me with concern eyes, I looked away when tears started to formed again in my eyes.

"Its okay Dreb, it's always okay! Bye I need to go" I walk as fast as I can to avoid the conversation that we had

"Im sorry Nathe!" Narinig kong sigaw nya nang pababa na ko sa ground floor. Fuck! Sorry huh? Sorry? Ako? Kahit kailan hindi ako mag sosorry sayo Dreb!

I will never apologize for not being enough for you. Because I am. Out of everyone, I had the most to offer. I did the most for you, I put you before me. I loved you despite you destroying me with every text and night spent on someone else. I was enough for you. But you were never, ever enough to love me right. So I'm sorry for you, and for your loss. I'm sorry for the night you lay in bed and realize that I was the best fucking thing you had.. and you just let me go. All because you thought I wasn't enough. I'm so glad that I know differently. Because I am enough. I always was.

I drove back in my condo and went inside my room while crying inside "fuck! Bakit ba kailangan pa kitang makita! It's just a fucking bumped and one looked at your face I suddenly miss those moments that I'm with you! I miss you so bad baby..." Pero hindi ko ipapakita sayo kung gaano ko nangungulila sayo, I will bravely face you as a strong woman that you've cheated on years ago.

But then... I suddenly remember, That is the best decision you've ever made Dreb.. hindi ko na rin naman alam kung hanggang kailan ko pa kakayaning maghintay sayo.. at lumapan

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To be continued....