Possibility of love

Choice

A month had pass by since our meeting ..disastrous meeting.

After much discussion Luke was insisting on me thinking about the proposal. He refused to continue on without me pounding  our engagement.

That man is made for me..

His consideration for my feelings are more then anyone can ask or I have seeing in our society. All this remained hushush not to bring criticism on my behalf in my slow decision making.

Father hasn't spoken to me..about that subject. He would simply reply : " At this point my sweet child, it is your choice. Already I have mingle a lot in your life for a bright future. Maybe to a fault but still..Know that whatever you choose, I will always love you. "

I had been upset for while with him..but papa is my Pa..

But I miss him..Luke. We shared so much ..yet so little. I still have his letter

"I'm sorry you witness what by all means looked like some battle for the throne. There are things I cannot do and forcing you to be my wife is one of them. Take the time to think. L"

He doesn't fancy romance but I sense his endearment toward me between those lines.

Is this life ? Yet I'm fortunate some would say !

There is not point of sitting and lamenting.. I will go see him.

Yes I will go see him and talk with him. But he can be so cold and far..I have notice that he create this sorta of distance..Can I go through ?

And if I go I sense somehow I will meet my future king.. He will wrap himself into the protocol of it ..but me..me I want the man...yes I admit of all the men, this one I want.

Let me get ready...

"Lilly, I need you !"

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Hi ! Hw r y'all ?
I hope where you are is not as cold as here!
Hope you enjoy it ! :)