So I'm still not out of the closet, and probably won't be for a long time but being called a girl, others using female pronouns and receiving stuff that are usually worn as girls makes me super uncomfortable. I know I'll have to deal with this until I come out but......It's just like "UGGGGH!" you know. I can't figure out how else to express what Im going through but this makes me question everything like "if I'm dealing with this, am I really trans?"
I over think everything so that's eventually going to pop up in my head, it's still annoying but will pop up until I guess I accept myself more. I don't know how I can tell my brain on those thoughts that I am indeed a boy and my body will have to stay like this until I can leave this house and get money.
Why do I have to pay so much to be myself. I don't expect anything to be free, people how to earn to support their family and themselves but it's like 6K up to 10k to freezey eggs and store them then some more money to start testotrones. I wish I could know how my family will react so I'll be sure if they will support me or not.
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Struggles I Go Through Being Trans
RandomThis is basically a little diary for myself and anyone who can relate to this. I'm also closeted and it took some doubts and suppression for me to accept myself finally
