Oneshots

Politik (Larry)

(A/N this oneshot is kinda inspired by "Politik" by Coldplay so I'd recommend to play this song at a certain point)

It was one of these evenings again where Harry just wanted to drown his sorrows, mostly it was just because being in the band is stressful, especially since he has to hide who he really is. He grabbed the bottle Jack Daniels from the cupboard and took a glass with him, then he walked in his room started to play some music and filled the glass with some whiskey. For a second he thought about all the things he did wrong and what could happen if he does what he wants to happen, since he couldnt deal with his thoughts he filled the glass another time and drank out of it.  His sadness quickly transformed into anger and the glass flew against the wall, it was embarrassing how he became addicted to the alcohol just because he was too weak to deal with everything.

After he drank a few sips out of the bottle he threw it on the floor, the glass broke and the liquid flowed over the floor. Again Harry was crying, he didnt know what he was doing but at the moment it seemed right. The curly haired boy hid his face in his hands until he heard how the door of his room opened. He quickly wiped his tears away and looked into the shocked, blue eyes of louis.

,,God Harry, what happened?", he asked while avoiding stepping into the glass shards and turning off the music.

Harry was still looking at him and answered him quietly:,,I dont know. I got mad at myself and then this happened. Louis sighed, grabed a roll of paper towel and cleaned most of the mess up. 

,,I hope you aren't mad at me.", Harry said after Louis was done. ,,For not helping you and disturbing you with my rage outbreak."

Louis walked over to the younger one, kneeled down and looked him in the eyes,. His two fingers laid under Harrys chin while he slightly pressed it up, so Harry would look at him while he talks:,,Listen to me, I could never hate you Haz. I love you and I care about you.". Louis skinny arms wrapped around Harrys body and pulled him close.

,,Could you please stay here? Like for the night, I'm tired of sleeping alone.", the younger one spoke out while hiding his face in Louis neck.

Louis nodded and grabbed some clothes for them to sleep in, it was normal for Louis  to wear Harrys clothes and other way round, they were best friends. Both got changed and laid down in Harrys bed. After a few minutes Louis fell asleep and Harry immediately got up. He walked into the kitchen, grabbed a pen and a piece of paper and then sat down.

(A/N: now)

,,You have to look at my earth from outer space  to understand my point of view. Everyone has to find their place so please give me time and space to figure out where my place is. I want to give you real and not fake. Lou you give me strength and control, now all I'm asking for is your heart,  your help to find my soul and to tell me your own inner politik. Just open your eyes, is it that hard to see how I feel for you? You heal my wounds and fix my cracks but at the same time you are the one giving me those cracks. In the end all I'm asking for is you to give me your love. Love over love."

Harry read over the paper sheet, walked to his room said his last goodbye for a while and left.

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Uh yeah I dunno if this makes sense but enjoy

-Leja :)