Kaun Mujhe Yun Pyar Karega Jaise Tu Karta Hai

Some Past...Some Understanding

Aur jb tune ye sab kia to tere papa ko nahi bulaya kisi ne..
He asked

Call ki thi lekin wo aaye aur mujhe dekh kar chale gaye 5 minute me he..uske baad nahi aaye kabhi..bas jab shadi hui usse 1 hafte pehle unhone aakar bol dya ki rishta kar dya hai tujhe shadi karni hai ye aakhri baar kuch maang raha hoon uske baad kuch nahi mangunga..aur mene haan kar di
She said and snuggled in his chest more

Tere sage papa the pakka yakin hai tereko is baat ka..matlab DNA test karwaya tune kabhi..
He teased her

Sidhaaaarth..chappal maarungi tujhe bakwas karega to..
She whined and hit his chest

Are yaar tu pagal hai kya..ro kyu rahi hai itna..tujhe to khush hona chahiye ki unhone itna acha kaam kia hai apni life me..
He said

Tera na dimag kharab ho gaya hai..sadd gya hai tera dimag..dafa ho ja tu ab..
She said angrily

Are meri jaan mujhe pata hai ke mai kya keh raha hoon..dekh agar tere sath wo sab nahi hota to tu mujhe kese milti..tu mujhr ye bata teri wo life achi thi ya phir ye jahan ab tu hai mere aur maa ke sath..
He asked her cupping her face

Isme bhi koi puchhne ki baat hai..Ye wali tere sath wali..
She said immediately

To phir tu wo life soch kar pareshan kyu ho rahi hai..tu kyu darti hai naye logon se..kyu ladkon ke paas aane se darti hai..tu itni strong hai tune itna sab kuch dekha hai iska matlab tu bohot strong hai to darna kyu hai..mene apni life bohot normal jee hai..dad ki death ke baad khalipan tha lekin maa aur preeti aur neetu di hamesha sath thi..kbhi mehsoos nahi hone dya mujhe kabhi lekin tune sab kuch akele survive kia bachpan se to bata kon strong hua zyada..tu saamna kar unka..tu to khud unko mauka de rahi hai kuch karne ka..koi tere paas aata hai shor macha de nahi to laat maar..chappal maar..aaj bhi mujhe zarurat nahi padti aane ki agar tu khud us ladke ka saamna karti..jab pehli baar usne kuch kia ya tera picha kia to tujhe mujhe bolna chahiye tha nahi to college me bolna tha nahi to wahin uske mun pe ek chamaat maarti..mujhe to itna maarti hai..itni ta1at use bhi dikhati to wo bolta he nahi..tu dar gayi kisi ko bola he nahi to uski himmat aur badh gyi islye wo yahan tak pohcha..tu mujhe galat nahi samajh ki mai tujhe galat keh raha hoon..mai samjha raha hoon ki agar kuch hota hai ya tujhe galat lagta hai to saamna kar sabka dar nahi kisi se bhi..tujhe mere sath reh kar ye to pata he ho gaya hoga ki mai tere lye hamesha khada hoon..lekin mai nahi chahta ki mai tere lye ladun..mai chahta hoon mai tere sath khada rahun aur tu khud lade apne lye..tu bohot strong hai mujhse bhi zyada aur tujhe sirf apne andar se wo dar nikaalna hai..
He makes her understand

Tu itna samajhdar pehle se hai ya mere sath rehte hue ho gaya hai..
She chuckled at him

Moti kam bola kar maar khayegi abhi..
He slaps her arm lightly

Mai teri chot dekh sakta hoon jo tujhe tab lagi thi..
He asked her after sometime

Sidharth..
She said shyly

Abe yaar mai chot dekh raha hoon kuch kar nahi raha gadhi..
He said faking anger

She nodded and closed her eyes..
He puts off her t-shirt till chest and there were dark scars..he puts his finger on those scars and shehnaaz gasps..he saw her face kissed those scars and she shivered on his touch..he puts down her t-shirt..

Aainda tune aise koi bhi stunt kiye to samajh lyo mai mar gya tere lye..
He said faking anger

She again start crying and turn to another side..he remembered what he said and immediately turns her towards his side and said:
Sorry sorry mera wo matlab nahi tha sach me..bs mere mun se nikal gya..mai kahin nahi ja raha yahin rahunga tere sar pe aur tujhe roz pareshan bhi karunga moti baby..

She didn't respond

Abe yaar chal na paka mat ab moti..sachi mazak kia tha ab kabhi nahi bolunga ye baat..plz ab chup reh..kitna royegi tu..jab se wapas aaye hain bas ro rahi hai..kal ka pura din tujhe headache rahega itna rone ki wajah se..phr mera dimag khayegi..
He said while tickling her

Kamine..door..hatt..ammaaaa...sidharth.. plz..mujhe..gudgudi ho..rahi hai bohot...
She said in between laugh

Pehle promise kar ab royegi nahi..
He said

Haan kutte..promise..chhod mujhe..
She rolled on the bed unable to take the torture

Chal ab so ja thodi der..mujhe bhi neend aa rahi hai..
He said while wrapping his arm around her

Ek baat puchun??
She asked

Tujhe mujhse kuch bhi puchne k lye permission lene ki zarurat kab se pad gyi gadhi..
He said

Tu college kese aya aur tujhe us ladke ka kese pta..
She asked him

Tu kuch din se pareshan thi aur mujhe bata nahi rahi thi..mujhe pata chal gya tha kuch to gadbad hai mene pucha lekin tune nahi bataya..maa se pucha unhe bhi nahi pata tha aur phr preeti di se bhi baat ki unhe bhi kuch nahi pata to last option tera driver he bacha..aur to kahin tu jati nahi hai to unhone bataya us ladke ke baare me..phr mene unse mana kia ki tujhe lene nahi jayen wo mai jaunga dekhta hoon kon tere piche lagne ki himmat kar sakta hai..phr mai shoot pe gaya wahan busy ho gya aur bhool gaya ki tujhe lene jana tha..tune driver ko call ki aur usne mujhe aise mai wahan pe pohcha..guards ne bola tu andar hai aur mujhe jaante the to andar jaane dya..mene sab rooms check kye lekin jab washroom dekha to wo locked tha aise mujhe shak hua tere andar hone ka..
He told her sighed deeply

Aur agar tu nahi aata to mera kya hota..shayad mai kabhi tujhe mun nahi dikha paati ya shayad mai kabhi ghar wapas nahi aati..
She said getting deep thoughts

Ek chamaat padega to dimag thikane aa jayega samjhi..bohot ho gya ab..kitni der se samjha raha hoon strong ban lekin nahi wahi bakwas bar bar kar rahi hai..maarti uske aisi jagah jo wo dobara ye sab karne ke baare me sochta he nahi..aur aaj bol dya tune ki ghar nahi aati and all dobara kabhi aisi baat mun se nikaali to acha nahi hoga..teri life ab teri nahi hai mai bhi hoon usme..aainda kabhi aisa khayal aaye to yaad rakhna ki tera dost aur pati dono hoon mai..mujhse judi hai tu..ek baar ko pati hone ki wajah se gussa ho jaun lekin dost hone ke naate hamesha khada hoon tere sath..pehle to tere sath ab kuch galat hoga nahi mai is baat ka dhyan rakhunga lekin agar kuch ho bhi gaya tere sath galat to bhi tu meri he hai samjhi aur tu mujhe har condition me mere sath chahiye mere paas chahiye..ab ye gadha panti band kar aur so ja..
He said angrily and closed his eyes

Shehnaaz smiled at him and said:
Tere upar let sakti hoon??

Let ja lekin bolegi nahi kuch soegi chup chap..
He said

She climbed on him and said:
Ek kiss kar sakti hoon

He didn't said anything but smiled

She smiled back and kiss his lips for few seconds and keeps her head on his chest..
Thank you meri life me aane k lye aur mujhe itna saara pyaar dene k lye..i love you in a positive way..

I love you positive way me konsa hota hai be..
He asked in surprise

Friends wala kutte..ab so ja bohot bolta hai chup he nahi hota..kab se bol raha hai mai ma-
before she speaks more he puts his hand on her mouth and said:

Shut up shehnaaz and sleep